You, appear on my mind,
Me, shouting your name, my voice un-heard,
Cloud turns grey, passing by,
I'm melting cold inside~
Regret everything,
But I know,
Time can't be rewind back,
I'm not losing my love,
I'm losing my bestfriend,
I'm giving you a tears, while she's giving you a smile,
She's give me a reason, why I shouldn't stay any longer,
Without saying ''goodbye'', I'm leaving you,
For your sake, for your happiness,
and bringing all my heartache, alone~
With heavy-hearted, tears un-stopped pouring,
Force to move on, failed,
Without knowing the truth, I'm thought you've changed,
You're happy while me?
Without any proof, I'm blaming you,
For giving me this kind of sufferness,
Force myself to love someone, but I'm not allowed,
My heart choosing you over than anyone else~
Force myself of having a boyfriend, but my mind still thinking about you,
How are you?
What are you doing now?
Are you ok?
Question that can't be asked anymore,
Starting to feel guilty~
What am I doing? Why did I do that?
What should I do?
Tell me, what should I do?
I can't loving someone more than I do,
When knowing, my heart seems still..........
LOVING YOU~
