I'm sorry Jae,
I'm already hurt you~
I'm so stupid ! I shouldn't do that! I makes you sad !
:'( She will comfort you, and I shouldn't disturb~
I love you so much, that's why I did such a stupid things like this~
I've cried many times cause miss you so badly~
But I never once regret it, never even once~
I admit, it's hurt me a lot, but surely, I hurt you the most right??
You deserved a better life, and I just messed it if I keep stay on your life~
I couldn't even treat you anymore like the first time we met,
I don't know how to lie with my heart and approach you like nothing happen,
I just don't know what exactly should I do right now :'(
I never even once forget you in every prayer I made,
Everytime I miss you, I recite Al-Fatihah, and put my right hand near to my heart,
My friend said, "Do it everytime you missed someone so badly."
You'll be happy right without me? :'(
I shouldn't come into your life and ruined it :'(
I'm just too Shit ! Am I right??
I'm really sorry Jae ~~ Just do hate me if you want~
I'll always loves you, forever~
I miss you, appa :'(
