Monday, November 3, 2014

Nothing more hurt than this.


I stopped,
From doing,
Everything I used to do~

Since before,
I cares on you,
Your problem is mine,
Wanna be that person,
That can makes your smile,
Wanna be that person,
That can makes you feel pleasant,
Even you keep mentioning her name,
In our conversation,
Even you keep asking me about her, 
Keep asking me to tell you,
More details about her,
I will just keep smiling for you~

Yes, she is pretty,
Yes, she is kind, 
Yes, she is the best girl in this world,
but unfortunately, yes,
This ugly girl,
 Is one of her best friend~

You're too much,
Going too far, 
and took this friendship for granted,
Nothing more hurt than this,
Why I'm always be in this situation?
Can't you able to see me?
Are you consider myself as invisible?
Are you consider myself as heartless?

And you know what?
Tears is my best friend for now,
Seldom being here when I'm happy,
But it always be in here when I'm sad,
It comes every day in my life,
It knows how,
Makes me feel calm,
Cause this eyes would slowly being closed, 
Seems like it want me to rest, 
Rest from this pain, rest from this scar~

Maybe I should back to the old me,
No one ever realized, I'm exist,
Cause I'm living on my own world, alone~