I'm sorry....................

I'm sorry Jae,

I'm already hurt you~ 

I'm so stupid ! I shouldn't do that! I makes you sad !

:'( She will comfort you, and I shouldn't disturb~

I love you so much, that's why I did such a stupid things like this~

I've cried many times cause miss you so badly~

But I never once regret it, never even once~

I admit, it's hurt me a lot, but surely, I hurt you the most right??

You deserved a better life, and I just messed it if I keep stay on your life~

I couldn't even treat you anymore like the first time we met,

I don't know how to lie with my heart and approach you like nothing happen,

I just don't know what exactly should I do right now :'(

I never even once forget you in every prayer I made,

Everytime I miss you, I recite Al-Fatihah, and put my right hand near to my heart,

My friend said, "Do it everytime you missed someone so badly."

You'll be happy right without me? :'(

I shouldn't come into your life and ruined it :'(

I'm just too Shit ! Am I right??

I'm really sorry Jae ~~ Just do hate me if you want~

I'll always loves you, forever~

I miss you, appa :'(

Truth has been locked away

Memories between us,

Wasn't be fade away,

I remembered you, as it flash on my mind,

I, who has be left, with a misery around me,

Feel the pain, kills me inside~

All of the strength I have left,

Gain a passion to move forward,

Even with my weak heart~

My heart couldn't mend anymore,

Can never be repaired back,

Can you please cure it?

Never feel regret of loving you,

Never feel regret of missing you,

Never feel regret of crying, because of you~

You seem happy without me,

I guess you're having a good life now,

How could you easily forgetting me?

The one that loves you more than everything,

The one that miss you more than anyone else?

While me,

Still crawling,

Searching for whom I destined with~

I still love you, and I still does,

Truth from me, has been locked away,

We are not meant to be,

Cause I'm just an ordinary girl,

Who have fallen in love,

 With a prince~

...and that's how it ended.

Do you ever think of me?

Do you ever missed me like I did?

Do you ever calling out my name, and cried for me?

I know, you did not~

Seeking you to comfort me,

Cause you're the only one who could make me smile,
Encourage me, when I'm about to failed,

Concern on me, like what you did, 

"before"~

Tell me, tell me how,

I could convince you, that you're the best one for me?

Have you ever felt, 

A pain, inside me, of not being a part in your life?

You've filled a space on my little heart,

That no one could fill,
I chase after you, for a while,

But there will be a day, I'll stop from doing that~

Will you look for me after I start to walk away?

I will try to get over you,

and that's how it ended~

고백 편지 | Confession Letter |

My little, bitter smile, heart feel uneasy,

It's all lie, just another lie,

You're standing front of me, yet distance separates us,

Try to reach your hand, 

But I failed, 

You're lost from my sight~

A white snow of my love start to melt,

A shining rainbow, start to fade away,

A darkness night, keep haunting me,

"Where did you go? 

I feel so lonely without you."

Easier said than done,

"Move on" does not bring relief,

Help me to erase all of my pain,

It's still remain, as my unforgettable love~

A cold wind, blows secretly,

Rain drops start to flow heavily,

On my thought thinking of you,

On my heart, trembles, "I miss you"

Your presence, is all that I need~

Encounter between us,

Undergo some process called "Friendship"

My happiness has come, as you're a special person that I'm waiting for,

On that fateful day,

Our time has terminate,

We have to say "Goodbye"

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Here's some letter for you, 

I don't know whether you will read it or not~

You know what?

When I think about this,

I think how far I am doing this to you~

All of the things that I had done to you, is the things that I wish I could do to my boyfriend~

I don't have any boyfriend, I haven't date with anyone in my real life yet,

My mom and my dad wasn't allowed me to have a couple,

And yeah,

I just had an ex, through a  facebook life, and I put my real feeling there,

Don't feel weird when I can fall for you,

The one who I've known through facebook~

Here, 

With a sincere heart,

I would like to ask for a forgiveness,

I did a mistakes that shouldn't been forgiven~

I'm so sorry,

For couldn't being able to be there, accompany you, take care of you,

I'm so sorry,

For couldn't being able to be there,

To hear all of your happy stories nor sad stories,

I'm so sorry,

For ever makes your heart feel so uneasy, 

For makes your heart feel so hurt,

For makes your heart feel so guilty~

I'm so sorry,

Because I always makes you feel annoyed, feel irritated with all my attitude,

I'm really sorry, please do forgive me even I know it's hard~

You're a special someone in my heart now,

No one able to replaced you on this time,

But I should have known your heart too, 

We don't have a same feeling, and I did know about it a long time ago~

But as what I said before, "It's hurt for me if I'm trying to forget you"

I feel like I cut myself, into a pieces, when I'm trying to force my mind and my heart to do not even once remembering you~

One day, you will met with a special someone,
I always pray for your happiness with that someone,

Your happiness is my happiness too,

I want to make you happy, and I would like to see you happy~

This kind of fantasy love, couldn't being able to be true,

But no matter it is, I would like you to know my heart,

My heart that already fall for you~

Don't ask me why did my heart choose you to stay inside for more longer,

Because loving you is not my option, but it comes, unpredictable~

I don't want try to forget you either after this, even I got a short term memory,

'Cause you, is my unforgettable memories,

All of my friends beside me wasn't really believe me about your presence,

But what can I do?? 

All I know is you, my only hyung~! xD Just kidding~~ Teheeee~~ ^^''

With all of the "TEST" that you have been through now,

I hope you can be patience and keep be strong,

I'm always mention your name in every pray that I did,

May your pain can be heal, 

May you got a happiness, and towards your family too~

I just hope you still allowed me to cares about you,

I know it's too much, we're not even in a special relationship,

But that's the only things that I could do,

As my last.....................................................................

You will gonna know it soon~ :')

Please be happy, please do be cheer like always,

I will keep hoping the best for you,

May you had a lovely day everyday~

Saranghaeyo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^*

White Rose

Taking my step slowly, one by one,

I keep walking towards your shadow,

While holding a white rose,

My finger was bleeding, that has been caused by an evil thorn,

It's hurts,

But I keep move forward, 

With a tears that was pouring down,

My lips, called out your name,

Wanna told you that, "I miss you, I need you"

Do hold my hand, 

Embrace me, 

Comfort me~

You're my boy,

You're letting my darkness away from me,

My happiness is yours, that couldn't able to being mine,

You gave me a pale rainbow,

Since the day you leave me,

With your last words~

"I'm sorry but we're not easy to meet,

I don't want to make you sad,

If you sad, I'm sad too,

I want you to be HAPPY always"

Tell me now?

How can I survive, 

Without you?

How can I be strong?

Without you?

I can't stop loving you,

I can't stop missing you~

Am I deserved for a little chance?

'Cause I can't, can't able to bear this pain anymore,

Everyday missing you,

Can't you hear me?

I will keep waiting, even the biggest space separates us,

'Cause I love you, and I still does~

Let's End This~

I have no idea why did I become so weak,

That was my mistakes, stalking you and her,

Why did I do that and makes my heart breaks a little all over again?

After I've tried harder to forget you and all our bad memories,

It's been wasted just like that~~~~~~~~~~~

Why does I still feel so damn hurt?

Why did I?? Who you're to me?? And who am I to you??

Don't you know, I waste my tears, because of you again today,

I waste my time to stalking you,

I waste my ownself, just because I become weak by remembering you,

WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME HUH???!

"Move on, Yuyie~ Move on!!" My little heart says it,

But how?? Just tell me how ??? 

I had no idea how to move on after broken into a pieces~~

I don't to blame you, I just can blame myself in this matter,

I just hope you get your own happiness,

Do not let your tears comes out again~~

Be happy always, 

Hope you wish the same for me too,

I want to be happy like a normal person had,

I want to spread a smile, like before,

I would like to laugh happily and makes people around me being happy^^

Someday, I will found my own true partner,

All I wish that someone, being healthy always, and cheerful,

Wish the best for him,

and I hope I could give him a perfect happiness~

Even I haven't met with him yet, I hope the best for him~~~~~

I want to end this kind of terrible situation,

Express everything here, make me feel relieve,

Everything's will be alright, and I believe it~ 

:)

L.O.V.E ?

The scent of your words,

Was heard clear, near close to my ear,

"Where are you? Don't you miss me?" 

The first question that I would like to ask~

He's come, by chance, on a right time,

Fading away all of the pain of waiting you,

Buried all of the time, that have been wasted, looking for you,

Putting back my bright smile, on my pale face,

Does he was destined to be with me?

I know this wasn't right, wasn't right at all,

But this time, I've been hitted many times,

Inside my little heart~

"Why does it happen?", "Why, just why?"

Am I not even deserved for a little happiness?

Am I not even deserved?

To have someone that was able to win my heart?

Am I not even deserved?

 To have someone that could make me smile when I'm sad?

Am I not even deserved?

To have someone that will kiss my forehead, and makes me feel safe?

It's just a dream, would never be happen~

But still, I'm confused,

With a words of L.O.V.E~~~~~~~~~~

@YuyieHanna7