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Nattapong Chinsoponsap :)

29 February 1988

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Kitiwhut Sawutdimilin :)

01 Januari 1995

I'll back off, let's face the reality~

Brave enough uh?

Why won't you come near?
Let's have a talk, baby~

This isn't war, I'm here just creating an art,

Why you seems so serious uh?

Is that hard? Oh baby, tell me does it really hard?

Telling a truth, or are you trying to hide it forever?
When will ya stop lying? When would it be?
Waits till I'm totally gone??

Oh cyeah, you should have known,

Leaving you, was a hellish pain for me,

But no worries, dear,

I'll back off, let's face the reality,

I'll bear with it, I know the end would be like this, 

No matter what,

yeahh just like this~

Hurtfully, listen to me baby,

Forget and forgives, that what I'm gonna do,

Don't think twice, don't think too hard,

Do leave me, cyeah leave me alone,

And start finding it,

Your truly happiness, for you own sake~

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Hahaha, my first trying~ I don't know if it works or not since I'm not really familiar with "rap" part, but I do really love "rap" now~~ ^-^ Making this kind of things really makes me feel calm~ Hahaha just do everything you want, do everything you like, and I just did it! Yeayy!! ^^

Enjoyed it anyway! ^^

Good night~

I Regret Nothing

I found a smile, that I thought I had lost,

The way you made me smile,

Like no one else could ever do,

Letting me, love you even more~

With my fragile soul,

Too fear of rejection,

But I'm letting you know,

This undescribed feeling,

Hardly been hide anymore~

I regret nothing,

Cause nobody's special, as you're to me,

Someone that I'm comfortable with,

Won't get you out from my mind~

Daydreaming, being loved,

Wanna feel the warmth of your embrace,

Wanna stay for more longer, on your mind~

I can't be perfect, 

and I will never be,

 No matter what everyone'll says,

I'm promise to tell you,

No lies~

Show me your tears,

I'll wipe it away,

Show me your pain,

I'll fade your sorrow away,

Show me your sadness,

I'll change it to happiness,

I'll always be here for you,

Won't leave you alone,

Show me your brightest smile,

Cause I'll try to cheer you up, when you're down~

Be mine~

When the lights was turn off,

I couldn't see anything, yet my eyes was filled with a tears,

Shivered, as I'm been left alone, without you near, with me~

Two different heart,

Confusing our mind,

I let you stay inside, and my heart keep beating for you,

Couldn't throwing away my pure feeling,

As I could feel my love towards you, sincerely~

It's bearable, the pain inside,

As long as I'm seeing you happy,

I'm still in love with you, I'm still does,

My feeling would never be changed~

Looking for a little chance to grab,

Wondering if I could make you as mine,

Wondering if I could be the one, who makes you smile,

Wondering if I could be the one, who will you called as yours~

My breath, flows with your unspoken name,

Sometimes haunted me,  with a question, "how have you been?"

I miss you so badly~

Distance, makes us far apart,

We haven't met yet, but your inner kindness, makes me fall for you,

Waiting for a miracle to be happen, but I know it won't~

"I love you."

Showing how much I love you, feel much better, not even ever regret,

Won't never telling it to you directly, 'cause you won't never believe it~

I'm sorry....................

I'm sorry Jae,

I'm already hurt you~ 

I'm so stupid ! I shouldn't do that! I makes you sad !

:'( She will comfort you, and I shouldn't disturb~

I love you so much, that's why I did such a stupid things like this~

I've cried many times cause miss you so badly~

But I never once regret it, never even once~

I admit, it's hurt me a lot, but surely, I hurt you the most right??

You deserved a better life, and I just messed it if I keep stay on your life~

I couldn't even treat you anymore like the first time we met,

I don't know how to lie with my heart and approach you like nothing happen,

I just don't know what exactly should I do right now :'(

I never even once forget you in every prayer I made,

Everytime I miss you, I recite Al-Fatihah, and put my right hand near to my heart,

My friend said, "Do it everytime you missed someone so badly."

You'll be happy right without me? :'(

I shouldn't come into your life and ruined it :'(

I'm just too Shit ! Am I right??

I'm really sorry Jae ~~ Just do hate me if you want~

I'll always loves you, forever~

I miss you, appa :'(

Truth has been locked away

Memories between us,

Wasn't be fade away,

I remembered you, as it flash on my mind,

I, who has be left, with a misery around me,

Feel the pain, kills me inside~

All of the strength I have left,

Gain a passion to move forward,

Even with my weak heart~

My heart couldn't mend anymore,

Can never be repaired back,

Can you please cure it?

Never feel regret of loving you,

Never feel regret of missing you,

Never feel regret of crying, because of you~

You seem happy without me,

I guess you're having a good life now,

How could you easily forgetting me?

The one that loves you more than everything,

The one that miss you more than anyone else?

While me,

Still crawling,

Searching for whom I destined with~

I still love you, and I still does,

Truth from me, has been locked away,

We are not meant to be,

Cause I'm just an ordinary girl,

Who have fallen in love,

 With a prince~

...and that's how it ended.

Do you ever think of me?

Do you ever missed me like I did?

Do you ever calling out my name, and cried for me?

I know, you did not~

Seeking you to comfort me,

Cause you're the only one who could make me smile,
Encourage me, when I'm about to failed,

Concern on me, like what you did, 

"before"~

Tell me, tell me how,

I could convince you, that you're the best one for me?

Have you ever felt, 

A pain, inside me, of not being a part in your life?

You've filled a space on my little heart,

That no one could fill,
I chase after you, for a while,

But there will be a day, I'll stop from doing that~

Will you look for me after I start to walk away?

I will try to get over you,

and that's how it ended~