"Loving you, Happiness for me"

Aran....,

This is my first time doing this, I was so nervous~ Fuhhh~

Anyway, did you already watch the video?

I don't know if you like it, or you might hate it too~

-take a deep breath-

I've a lot of things that I would like to say~

I want to put it all on the video but I was really afraid that video might lost or disappear when I make it any longer~

So, let just me say it here ne? :)

First of all, 

I make this video just because I would like to appreciated for everything that you've done to me before,

spend your time talking with me,

always being here with me,

give me a strength, give me an inspiration~

I know you already had someone else in your real life, and got Yul saeng ^^

Jinjja, he's kyeopta, hope could kiss his cheek and hugs him~

What I've learnt from my previous life is..
"Confess your love before it's too late."

So before I regret it, I make these kind of video to express my feeling towards you~

I would like you to know that you're really precious in my life,

I don't ever want to imagine if one day we might lose contact,

I don't want it to be happen,

But I can't be selfish,

You had your own family, and I've my own path~~

We might ~~~ -sigh- How I hope we never being far apart~~~

For a long time I keep this feeling together with me and you noticed it too through all my poem that I made, inspired by you,

Today, I chooes 7th December to reveal everything~

Why I choose 7th? Just because I love number 7 ^^

Lastly,

I hope our friendship didn't getting awkward because of this ( soon or later it might be )

Hahahaha xD 

As what you said to me before, "I'm your bestfriend", 

So, let's make it last longer okay?

Please forgive me for all my mistakes that I've done to you,

I'm just an ordinary girl, that makes a lot of mistakes~

1-4-3 = 4-8-6

Have a pleasant day ! :) 

∞ Ice Prince & The Flower Girl ∞

Introduction

"Ideas was officially imagined since 30th October 2013"

MAIN ACTRESS :

♥ "Hanna" ♥

♥ 1993 liner ♥

♥ Have been called as a FLOWER GIRL 

since she always wearing a different flower clip hair everyday~

MAIN ACTOR :

 ♥  Daniel Lee [ Korean Name = Lee Seung Hwan ]

♥ 1990 liner

♥ Have been called as a ICE PRINCE 

because of his cold character~

OTHERS ACTOR / ACTRESS :

♥ Kelvin Lee [ Lee Seung Yu ]

♥ 1992 liner

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♥ "Ain"

♥ 1994 liner

SUMMARY :

Daniel [ Lee Seung Hwan ] have been left by his parents since he was baby, in front of a house~ He's being adopt by a rich family since they still not have a child yet~ When he raise up, he travel to the world because he's already become a model since he has a "Baby Face". He met with a girl [ Hanna ], and realized he fall in love with her~ Without knowing, at the same time Hanna have a crush on someone ( He is Kelvin [ Lee Seung Yu ] that she have known through facebook~ But Kelvin got another crush ( Ain )~ The conflict comes, when four of them met with each other~ What will happen?? 

Please wait for another chapter ^^* -winks-

Hope you could enjoyed reading my first "LOVE STORY" [ coming soon hahaha xD ]

Story Line officially from  ♥ Yuyie Hanna ♥

★ Confession of L.O.V.E★

"I will definitely make you feel special, Mr. A."

"Thanks for giving me this kind of happiness, even we still didn't facing each other yet, still I have no idea why I feel its worth giving this heart for you~ Even you will never answered it~"

"My happiness is you, but in the other side, I'm not be the one who could give you a happiness~ But sincerely I wish I could get a chance to be a reason hy you're smiling~"

"You teach me to do not give up easily~ So I decided to do not give up too easily~"

"I don't care if I have to getting my heart broken once again~ Cause all I know is my heart is brave enough to choose you to stay inside~"

"You may not recognized, but a simple cares from you make me absolutely in love all over again, with you~"

"I'm sorry if its my mistakes loving you~ I'm sorry if I'm not allowed to miss you~

I'm sorry if I'm annoying cause having a crush on you~ 

I'm sorry for everything, but still, I hope you didn't stop me from keep giving and treating you the best, with a special way~"

"You have many girlfriends~ And yeah,I'm just one between 10000+ girlfriends that you may have~ "Who am I?" Of course someone that not really important in your life, right? Among all of them, you may not even misses me, for a while~ But still you always appear on my mind and my prayer was there to protect you whenever you go~"

"Its normal met with different kind of people in our life~ I was so grateful can met you even through facebook~ Teddy bear, kids, manga, eyes, pouting image, harimau (cat), white day and etc make me reminds of you~ You giving a huge impact in my life~"

"THANK YOU, XIE XIE,GOMAPSEUMNIDA, ARIGATOU"

"Oppa", I.................

"Oppa....."

A little words that I hope I called you like that, maybe one day~ :')

A biggest meaning, wonderful feeling~

Today is 12th September 2013~

It's been 8 months already I'm having a crush on you~

Time flies too fast, and I'm still really like you,

This time, I madly in love with you~

"K" is your family's surname,

while "A" is the first alphabet of your nickname,

I stole your picture from your facebook ( I'm really sorry ),

and put your picture as my mobile wallpaper~

Everytime I feel tired, sad, mad, and when suddenly I stare at your picture while holding my phone, I feel pleasant a little~

 Thanks ne?

I'm reading my old poem that pointing at you,

I giggles, and blushed~

and saying deeply in my heart "Oh no, what I've done??"

>w<'' 

My feeling towards you was pure, 

Even you know I had a lots of relationship before~

I don't want to hurt anyone anymore,

Seeing you always disappear, sometimes makes me feel so lonely~~

I makes a fake r/s, and yeahh, I'm drowning alone, when my fake partner said,

He loves me more than his friend~ 

I don't want to makes a same mistakes anymore,

I hurt him, when my heart says, "I love you not him."

I hurt him, when we're in relationship, he cares on me, showering me with his love, while my mind keep saying, "No, I don't love him. Enough. It's enough already. He's too kind for me. I'm not be the one for him."

"Oppa", even you will never realized this love,

Hope you will got your own happiness~

I'm sorry, I might keep disturbing you, keep stalking on you~

Only if one day, I'm hearing a news that you're getting married already,

On that day, I will might trying to forget my love towards you~

You and I, impossible to be together,

You and I, will remind as a best friend,

You and I, just like a 'real' family,

You and I.............. Just another one-sided love story~~

No matter what happen to both of us, I hope you will never leave me,

I will keep waiting for you, a months longer, 2, 3 months longer,

I'LL KEEP WAITING~~~~

Even it's not even worth, but at least I learnt on how to be loyal on someone~~

Wish someone could do that for me too, but I know it's just a dream~~

"Oppa", I.................... I..................................

Please let me, just let me love you, "oppa",

I didn't asked for you to replied back my love,

All I want is to seeing you're happy, being cheerful as always~~

My little confession might end at here, for today,

So I wanna let you know that I...................................

I...................... really like you, "Oppa"!

I really love you~!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Oppa" , saranghae~!! :')

= Mulgogi Yuyie Hanna =

I Wonder Why........

A strong wind, touching my cheek, warmthly,

With a wonderful feeling, I smile, brightly,

Full of love, full of happiness,

Comes slowly, but fading away, fastly~

I wonder why,

He....... is here, when I need him,

I wonder why,

He....... is here, when my little heart, shouting his name,

and I keep wondering why,

He............ is here, turns my sadness to happiness~

"Thank you"

The only words I could say,

I can't bear to hold this feeling any longer,

I miss you, and I need you~

You're not mine, I'm not yours,

I'm might not be your destiny, But I wish I could be,

I'm sorry if I love you, once again,

I'm sorry if I miss you, once again,

I'm sorry of my heart, need you, 

In every second of my life~

With a pure heart,

My heart keep beating, only for you,

Wishing the best for you,

Wishing you will find your happiness,

Wishing you will be my............... prince of my heart~

My crush,.. I.......................

My Journey as a...............

Hahaha, I've a lots of moment that I would like to share with you guys,

My journey as a worker^^'' 

I'm working @********* Department, but just for a while^^ Contract only~

And I've gain many of experience *^*

Bad, worst, happy, pleasant, all becomes ONE !

My first time,....... 

My first experience as a worker, wahh totally collapse~

Need to do that, need to do this~ 

I was feel so awkward too~ ><''

I don't know how to start the conversation with others member, but I ever tried it too,

Forget about my shyness, and saying "HI" ^^''

I never thought, they're so friendly too~ *O*

When  was taking my lunch, I flipped my soup, oh my, I can't forget that moment~

I was so embarassed ><'' So unfortunate~

Then I get to know my other's member,

Know what??

I'm the youngest among them~ Omo, I've no idea about it~

Wahhhh, jinjja xD I don't know whether I should be happy or not,

I just afraid they bullying me, but they don't~ Weee~ ^^

Its almost a month already I work at this department~

I can't denied, this kind of job was really challenging!

Was so tiring but wahhhh, so enjoyable^^

Why I said so?? 

That's because I met with different people, different environment^^

Feel so pleasant !^^

At least, I know a place that I don't know before even I live @Sandakan,

for almost 20 years already~

-_-'' So bad, right? I realized how poor I am, 

I'm not deserved call "Sandakan people" xD 

Yeayyy, I know it now, but just for a few place~ XD

Then meeting with people, especially chinese young male *^*

Asdfghjkl ! xD The moment when you saw them....

"shirtless"

Astaghfirullahalazim, what am I talking about ? Haha~

But to be honest, they remind me of KOREAN male XD

But, the most irritating moment, when people just ignore you,

We just need to know some information for our data,

But some of people didn't give us co-operation~

Don't you know how hot the weather is??

:'(

I almost crying, and wahh jinjja thirsty,

But fasting month on this month,

Was super duper challenge for me !

The most things that afraid me a lot is a DOG !

Aiyaaaa, the DOG attack me, by "yelled", aishh, jinjja, hate it!

Then , I went to "village" environment^^

Met with friendly people~ 

Now, I learn how to smile, even bigger ! LOL

I mean, more brighter^^ /wink/ XD

A strong wind,

Feel so pleasant~ Wahhh :')

Maybe I should stop for now, and lastly,

Thanks to abang "S" for helping me a lot^^

I'm really grateful can met with him^^

I'm sorry, for always annoying you with my act, -_-''

I can't get rid of this irritating act~

Special thanks to my cousin, for giving me a chance for this job^^

Thank you very much ne ? ^^

Will be continued.......................

With love, ユイ ハンナ~

A white diamond,

Shines brightly, coated with a pure love~

While wind keep blowling, pleasantly,

Bird singing happily, in the sky,

as my heart beaten faster, 

when hearing your name~

"I miss you, I miss you"

I wanna shout , I wanna yell~

Time passes by,

Without knowing, a diamond that we holding together, 

Cracked, little by little,

Why? Why letting this happen??

You go on your way,

Leaving me,

Broke a heart, 

Turns to a dull-black diamond~

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Our Story~

Tears suddenly comes out from my eyes while hearing of a RAIN SOUND~ You're DANCING IN THE RAIN after saying a words ''GOODBYE'' to me without NO MERCY~ I hope I could PUNCH your face, but WHAT THE HELL, I can't do that~ Please tell me IT'S ALL LIE when knowing I'm just ZERO (0) in your life~ Isn't both of us are a WARRIOR that will fight for our love no matter what happen, with our lovable POWER?? I REMEMBER when you become my SECRET LOVE, my love towards you was UNBREAKABLE~ I never thought between us, already over, only by ONE SHOT! STOP IT, let's just end this sufferness, 'cause I'll always be the B.A.P ( Best Awesome Partner )

[ Created on 25 June 2013 ]

Anyway, I wonder how it would be, being surrounded by 6 talented prince?? *^*

I love INFINITE too *^*

How it would be, being surrounded by 7 charming prince?? 

6+7 = 13 PRINCE ~ 

Kyaaaaaaa!! ASDFGHJKL xD 

My hubby Hao Yuan (浩沅)

Ta-da!! I edited this by myself^^ Hahaha it's bad??

Hao Yuan = Hoya, Dancing machine of INFINITE^^

XD I really love Hao Yuan even he never know me~ </3

I'm not his fans anymore xD I keep calling him as ''my hubby''~

Kkkk, am I too much?? 

Well, just shut up ok? xD

We both has a same similarities~

I've no idea how could it be, fate or just coincidence,

But that's makes me LOVE Hao Yuan more!!!!!!!

Oh no!!!!!!!! Asdfghjkl!! XD

His favourite colour is PURPLE, and PURPLE is my favourite colour too,

Mostly all his picture that I've been searched at google,

He used pouting style, and peace sign~

Both of that style are my favourite style too when taking a picture~ xD

He got a chubby cheek!! Ah, same like me!! I've a chubby cheek too^^ XD

He love dancing, and he is an amazing dancer~ *O*

I love dancing too, but I'm just like a piece of wood when dancing~

I hope one day Hao Yuan could teach me dancing~ xD

He like to drawing too, and his drawing makes me love him more *^*

I love a namja that loves ART, same like him too~!!!

He's a namja that really want to try his best no matter what he do,

He's really awesome boy! He's my truly idol~

Don't try to touch him, or I will surely kill you! --''

Hahaahaha~ 

Nah, my hubby Hao Yuan, impossible for you to see this blogger~

I just hope one day we could met~

I would like to sing with you~

I would like to dancing together with you~

I would like to taking a picture with you~

I would like to having a date with you~

Hahaha okay, too much dreaming~ xD

:)

Lastly!! My hubby HAO YUAN!! /shout/ Saranghaeyo!!!!

A Painful Truth

Heart unstoppable beating, fastly,

The story that only me, who still doesn't know,

Being reveal~

A painful truth,

Un-identified secret~ 

A thousand of question, 

Playing surrounded my mind,

Can't ever being answered~

A warmth and cold feeling becomes one,

My mind keep judging,

My mind keep wondering,

Since when, how and why??

You can't denied it,

You can't hide it~

I hate myself, cause still didn't get it why did you do that,

I hate myself, cause of this differences opinion,

I hate myself, cause can't even could understand you anymore,

I hate myself, I hate myself!

Give me one more time,

My heart need to be cure, slowly,

I'm sorry, Just do forgive me,
I'm not blaming you, that's my mistakes,

Even the fact is, I'm really disappointed~

STOP DISTURBING MY LIFE!!

Dear you! Yes you! 

I'll never mention your name here, so, it's up to you whether you want to read this cause this is the last time I talking about you!!

Seriously, I don't know why people always lied to me, 

I never ever once lied to them include you,

Why must you treat me until like this, huh??

Being loyal but always being betrayed~!

Fuhhh, isn't that amazing??

I've post this not for getting more sympathy, 

LISTEN HERE!

I DON'T NEED A FAKE SYMPATHY FROM YA!!

I don't know what's wrong with you now,

I don't know why must you did this to me,

I thought you're my friend, but I'm just invisible towards you!

Now, you're happy right?

Treat me like a shit once again?

Fooled me once again??

I don't care what happen towards you start today,

Just live your life alone!

For the first time, you make me pissed off!

I will throw away this love,

I will try to forget you,

I will never want to care about you anymore!!

Enough, its enough already,

Stop hurting me,

You already found your happiness, just let me find my own happiness,

STOP DISTURBING MY LIFE IF YOU JUST WANT TO HURT ME!!

GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE,

I DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE!!!!

Heart-Broken Never Been Cure~

Are you really curious whether heart broken can be cure or not?

I would like to know the real fact too, 

But based on my experience, I'm gonna say ''YES, IT'S TRUE!''

Why?

I'm experience heart-broken for many times,

I've no idea if I ever did the same things to others, give them heartache~

But I'm surely, I ever did that~

I always put in my mind, 

My biggest fear is being a heart-breaker~

I'm really afraid, and always getting worried, if without realizing, I make them hurt~

I tried to prevent from doing that, 

But I'm just an ordinary girl,

Always make mistakes, always being a trouble-maker~

HEART is something precious in our body,

While the HEART stop beating, 

We will travel to another ''new world'' again,

......You know what I mean~

For me, it's better to being hurt, than be the reason why someone's get hurt~

Let just myself feel that pain, feel the sufferness,

'Cause I know maybe it can be heal one day,

That pain can been erased,

Washed away, little by little,

When we met with our true partner~

Our legal partner~

But our remain past, will keep haunted us, and that's why I said,

Heart-broken hard to been cure,
Take a long period of time~

REMEMBER!

ALLAH always be here beside us,

Do not feel alone,

Keep praying, and make Doa',

InsyaAllah, everything will goes well soon,

It makes us strong,

It gives us a special passion,

So we could move on easily,

Without any hard-feeling inside our heart~

To be honest,

I've someone special inside my heart,

Even both of us never been together,

'Cause he just treat me as his friend,

Well yeah,

I just can plan and ALLAH know what the best for both of us,

I will keep waiting, 

Even I know I'll be the one who get hurt at the end~

I just want the perfect one for him,

He's so precious in my life,

and my heart already decided to choose him,

To stay as a ''PRINCE of my heart''

Un-heard Voice

You, appear on my mind,

Me, shouting your name, my voice un-heard,

Cloud turns grey, passing by,

I'm melting cold inside~

Regret everything,

But I know,

Time can't be rewind back,

I'm not losing my love,

I'm losing my bestfriend,

I'm giving you a tears, while she's giving you a smile,

She's give me a reason, why I shouldn't stay any longer,

Without saying ''goodbye'', I'm leaving you,

For your sake, for your happiness,

and bringing all my heartache, alone~

With heavy-hearted, tears un-stopped pouring,

Force to move on, failed,

Without knowing the truth, I'm thought you've changed,

You're happy while me?

Without any proof, I'm blaming you,

For giving me this kind of sufferness,

Force myself to love someone, but I'm not allowed,

My heart choosing you over than anyone else~

Force myself of having a boyfriend, but my mind still thinking about you,

How are you?

What are you doing now?

Are you ok?

Question that can't be asked anymore,

Starting to feel guilty~

What am I doing? Why did I do that?

What should I do?

Tell me, what should I do?

I can't loving someone more than I do,

When knowing, my heart seems still..........

LOVING YOU~

Tears Stream Down

Tears streaming down,

Your killing words, stabbed me inside,

Tore me, into a small little pieces~

If only I could, 

Forgetting you, like the way you did,

Just gonna hurt me more, added my pain~

Empty, my world is empty,

Loneliness haunted,

Breathe in and out, my heart beat fastly,

Will my life ends, on this moment?

Someone appear immediately,

Showing me, his charming smile,

Whispering, passioniate me, with a positive mind,

I feel comfort, I feel pleasant, I feel loved,

He's near, saving my life~

A smile,

That you've been stolen from me,

Being replaced by him,

A happiness,

That have been ruined by you,

Being replaced by him,

Why and why?

Asking too much question, confusing my heart,

Is he's my truly partner?

- Will.Be.Continue-

Mr. Charming Smile

C : Caring + Cheerful

H : Humble

A : Adorable

R : Really cute

M : Manly-way

I : Important

N : Naive boy ( Like a little kids )

G : Good listener + great friend

S : Sporting

M : Mischievous

I : Inspiration

L : Lovable

E : Ends with a happiness

I HEART YOU, My Mr. Charming Smile~

Chuuuuuuuuuu~

Love Letter~

I'm not a kind of girl that you may like,

I'm may not be a girl that you adore~

You treated me like I'm your close friend,

You protect me like I'm your little sister,

But you loving me, not more than a friend~

Oh no, don't confusing me,

Sometimes I think you have a same feeling towards me,

In fact, I'm just a friend, for you~

But why, tell me why?

Everyday,

I'm wishing you to come~

Accompany me, with your ''brother'' act,

Cheer me, with your funny text,

Makes me smile, with your conversation, 

All day and all night long~

I don't wanna fall in love,

I don't wanna fall in love,

I don't wanna fall in love,

That's what I'm telling my heart,

I don't wanna get heart-broken,

I don't wanna get any pain,

I don't wanna get any sufferness, anymore~

But,

Only love, can gives me a strength,

Only love, can fade away my sadness,

Only love, can throw away my madness,

Only love, only love~

Please forgive me,

If one day,

I might fall in love with you,

Please forgive me,

If one day,

I treated you more than a friend,

Please forgive me,

If one day,

I can't control my feeling, and letting this love stay in silence,

Please forgive me,

Please just do forgive me~

LOVE, is something I couldn't control,

LOVE, always appear then disappear,

LOVE, giving happiness yet sadness,

and LOVE, is about you and me~

I miss you~

Hoya IU^^*

I ship these couple, yeah even though I'm the only one who ship this couple ^^* 

My friend suggest a couple name for them, let's check it out ! 

1) I-Ya ( IU + Hoya )

2) Lee Couple ( Lee Howon + Lee Jieun )

3) Opposite Couple ( Since IU sings a ballad/slow/happy song while HOYA always sing raps )

4) JiYa ( Jieun + Hoya )

5) HoI ( Hoya + IU )

Hahaha but I think Lee couple is the most great one, right?

It remind to Kikwang and IU XD Haha~

Let's see HOYA + IU picture together in ELITE ^^

I will seeking for their picture more after this haha~ ^_^

HOYA IU last longer there!

Nothing impossible in this world, we just can't notice our couple~

In fact that he/she always near with us~

Haha, I'm talking nonsense again~

Got to go, bye bye~ Enjoyed this site^^''

Rain Sound~

Speechless, Un-described mind,

Stabbed me inside, damnly hurts,

Try to stand up, but I'm being hitted all over again,

It's hurt, it's hurt, please stop it~

Your appearance, 

Haunted me, in every silence moment,

I'm embrace myself tightly, looking down,

Tears flowing down on my cheek, hoping you to be here, near with me~

Sound of a rain, slowly flooded my tears,

Falling, unfinished,

Unstoppable~

Moonless cold night,

Fading away my sorrow,

Sparkling a bright star, staying in my special space,

Here, inside my little heart~

Thank you, for comfort my lonely heart,

Your charming side, spread around me of a thousand passion,

I struggle myself, no matter how hard it is,

Cause I know, you always be here, 

To pick me up when I'm fall~

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#RandomPoem!

#YeahhhIJustDidIt!

#GiveMe'aCommentMaybe!

#NoNeedXDD!

*Yuyie Hanna*

He's the only one, my last love~

LOVE everywhere, every single words of LOVE, still does remind me of him~

I don't know what to say, just, in fact, I still does care on him~

Everything's changed, too fast, makes me in confusion situation~

He's hardly for me to love, hardly for me to letting him go~

I will never want to mention his name, I don't want to pissed him off again~

I don't want to fall in LOVE again, even I tried to flirt or pretend that I like someone, 

It's not perfect to called as LOVE,

My LOVE already been buried with his LOVE, he's staying in a special space on my heart now~

Even he's not longer here, I feel glad, no one will hurt him again,

No one will makes him sad anymore, include me~

Even he's far, he's near, near in my heart, he's staying inside~

His past LOVE that he's been given to me, I will never forget, I will always keep it warmth,

I'm appreciated everything, even keep LOVING him will makes me suffer more,

What can I do?? My heart choose him to stay here~ *point at my heart*

His HAPPINESS more precious than everything, 

Unfortunately, his happiness wasn't me, I accept in sincerely~

I LOVE him so much, I just can't explain why I LOVE HIM even he's already...

I just can keep it forever, my pain, my sorrow, my sadness,

Cause I'm infinitely in LOVE with him, nobody else,

I can't fall in LOVE with anyone, if that person is not him~ I just need him~ :'(

I can't keep hoping, it's worthless, many of friends saying that to me~

There's someone ask me to forget my LOVE towards him,

Cause she said I just makes him suffer more, makes him sad more,

But I can't, I just can't,

Here, I want his permission,

Will you just let me LOVE you in silence?

It's okay if you're already assume me as a strange people,

I'm ready to get hurt because of this LOVE~

Promise me, you will be more happy, after this,

Promise me, do not let somebody hurt you, like what I did,

Promise me, you will be healthy always~

Even sometimes I feel tired because of crying,

I just can't able to hate you, or mad at you, it's just gonna burnt my heart~

I can't do that, please, don't ask me to do that~

I'm sorry for everything I've done to you, please forgive me,
Your forgiveness really means something for me~
I admit I'm just a BAD GIRL <//////3

Rest in peace, Sayang~ :')

Our LOVE might already buried with our both soul,

but I promise, no one can't denied my LOVE towards you~

Forever loving you, my last love,

Sincerely, from your ex yeobo~

He's the best! ^^*

I've no idea where should I start this amazing story~ 

Hahaha, I just can keep writing what's on my mind right now~

This story isn't a fiction or a fake story,

For those who might feel annoyed, you may stop reading these then^^*

Hahaha *giggles* Why so serious?? Okay, okay, let's stop talking nonsense~

So, I met with him, mmmm, I can't remember the date, but if I'm not wrong, 

since we both created a page ( ART SOUL ) on 22 March 2012,

Hahaha ^^'' He's 3 years older than me~ 

His character, from my views, so MANLY-WAY! Hahaha, but watch out! He's KIDDO too~ 

*chuckle* He's really a KIND friend, yeah well, he's so FRIENDLY towards his RP friend, plus his fans too *^*

Oh I forget to said that he's an Kpop Rp ( Roleplayer ) too^^'' Like me~

He's really CARING towards all his friends, yeah, I was so lucky can met with him!

He's really POSITIVE person, and ALWAYS LAUGH and CHEERFUL~ 

His chat words always ''Hahaha'' XDD

He's really a FUNNY guy~ Why?? 

Because of his little silly mistakes, his little childish act, oh no! Stop it~

Aigoooooo, I feel like want to laugh now~ 

He LIKE ART same like me, but I adore his ART more than me *^*

He's really an AMAZING ARTIST ( sketching )~ Should I say I'm his fans too? Haha^^''

I'm not really good in ART, but well, he's the one who encourage me to start my sketching^^

Hahaha~ Thanks to him~

He's really SPORTING! *^* Want any proof? Hahaha, when I said a guy when do pouting will be so cute, 

he gave me take a look on his pouting picture~ Dammmmnnnnn! He's so cute, REALLY CUTE~ *^*

And ADORABLE too !! ^^''

Oh no, am I too much?? o.O'' He will misunderstand it~ Kkkk~

He's HUMBLE too, he ever said ''I'm Sorry'' to me, 

Awww, seriously, I feel awful when he said sorry to me, 

I don't know why, but he didn't do anything wrong~ Why should he said sorry?

He's a GOOD LISTENER, he always hear all my annoying problem, he never complaint~

He said sorry to me cause he think he can't even help me do something, 

but at least, I feel so relieve, Cause there's someone I could trust to, 

Sharing my problem, and release a little bit tension inside my mind~

He's really a type of PROTECT other person~ o.O'' I'm not joking, but it shown when...

I argue with his new friend, and she call me ''STUPID''  and he protect me~ 

He never forget his old friend, never throwing them away~ :')

Yeah well, he's very LOVABLE, many people wants to be his friend, 

He's a GREAT FRIEND too,

Sometimes I feel jealous too when others get so close to him, more than me~

o.O Oh no *cover my mouth* what am I talking about now??

Forget it, forget it~ Hahahahhaa~

Now, he busy with his studies, he's a GOOD STUDENT XD 

Never tired of studies, I wish him luck!! :D Hwaiting!! Hwaiting!!

So you already know some of his character? Let's talk about the main point why I'm posting like this on my beloved blog~ Yeah well, he's a special person for me~ 

I want to tell everyone, I'm really appreciated ever knowing him~ 

I'm appreciated all the kind things that he did to me~

He didn't even took a granted on our FRIENDSHIP, but I always makes him feel harder, 

I ever makes him hurt too~ Am I right, appa?

Well, my stupid feeling~ D'x Only him know what it is, I'm sorry again, ne?

I know we just met on Facebook, and no one believe anyone in Facebook , right?

But right now, I wanna said, I'm believe on him, believe all his kindness~

We never can't met in real, but I hope one day I got a chance to met him in real, 

and the first thing I wanna do when I met him is............................... PINCH HIS CHEEK !! 

Yeayyy!! LOL XD I'm just joking, don't be so serious^^''

My worst day comes, I never thought I will been through on it~

I almost lost my breath because of hard crying, I can't able to breath well on that night~

But.... Guess what?? 

He's the one who appear on my mind, I don't know, maybe I lost my mind, I just don't know~

I saw his smiling face ><'' My breath slowly, goes well, little by little, 

until I could calm down pleasantly~ I take a deep breath, and move on~

If he didn't comes, I don't know if I still alive, thanks to him for save my life~

I got a chance to talk with him again, after almost a month or more than a month didn't talk with him,
I'm damnly missing him so much~ 

He didn't mad at all at me even I ever did something wrong to him before <//3

The next day, I smile brightly, kyaaa, like a foolish person~ o.O''

I just can't stop smiling, cause I remembered him~

Hahaha another strange feeling~ Errrrrrrrrrr........

STOP THINKING THERE ! BETTER YOU DIDN'T MISUNDERSTAND ANYTHING~ XD

I hope I could be a replacement of his little sister, since he don't have any other siblings,

I really want to have a brother >w< Since I don't have a brother~ <//3

I hope I could be his close friend, and always be there when he need me,

Always be a person that he could trust to, sharing all his sadness, happiness, or everything~

I hope my friendship with him LAST FOREVER!

I've no idea if we have to lost contact someday, I hope we didn't~

I don't want to lose a friend, a SPECIAL FRIEND like him!

Please, don't let me and him, drift away~

My precious friendship with him was a HAPPINESS for me, 

I hope it will brings HAPPINESS to him too~

Thanks to him, he's THE BEST ! ^^*

Your Mulgogi always support you, and keep missing you! Haha^^''

Appa, ahjusshi, hyung nim~ Kkkk~ :))

SARANGHAEYO !!!!! xD

- THE END-

- Will be continued, maybe? Kkkkk -

You're my B.A.P buddy~

I have no idea what should I say right now,

You still in operation room, and I'm still here, waiting for you to wake up,

I know you will fighting on it~

I'm crying when remember what I've done to you, but my jealousy makes me blind,

I hurt you, I'm the reason why I makes you crying,

I know there's a reason behind it, but ''that'' moment, makes me start stop talking with you~

I feel hurt seeing you with other girl~ I just can stalk you~ I just can crying alone~

No one can I talk about~ I'm afraid I will pissed them off~ 

I'm hiding a tears, especially from my mom~

I'm crying every night, why this kind of situation must happen between us~

I didn't even attack you, did I?? Or you mean, attack you through all my FB post??

I'm so selfish~ I've no idea, is there any still enough time for me, to say ''SORRY''?

Please wake up~

I'm so sorry, I can't able to stop this feeling~

You're my last love, and I won't never fall in love again, if its wasn't you~

I won't never attack you again, I just want to be your buddy back~

Even........................ You might not accept me any longer yet, as your buddy~

Your happiness............ I wish you got it as soon as possible~

I ..................................... L.O.V.E YOU...........

You ask me to stop blaming myself,
If you're not wake up, I will keep blaming myself~
B.A.P............ one shot, one chance! 

I'm a bad friend for you~

I've never thought this kind of situation will hitted me, until makes me drowning in sadness~ Last year, I met with a lot of kind friend, we build tight friendship~ But what I've done??

You always here when I need someone to talk to~
When I'm sad, you will force me, to telling you everything, what's going on and so on~
You will protect me, when someone tried to say something bad or mad at me~
You never feel tired hearing my problem, even I'm makes you annoying~
But because of our friendship, you willing to do that, you always care on me~
When my mood was ruin, and I talk fiercely to you, you will say ''sorry'' to me~
I'm so bad, bad friend for you~ TT^TT

I'm sorry for always not be there when you need me~
I'm sorry for always being ego and selfish~
I'm sorry for hurting you, makes you sad, makes you feel annoyed~
I'm sorry because didn't even ask you what happen when you're sad~
I'm sorry because ignoring you when I know you had a problem~
I'm sorry because I'm not be the one who hearing all your problem~
I'm sorry, please forgive me~

I've being attacked by KARMA, I lost all this kind of friendship~
How hurt I am, treating you so badly~
What's wrong with myself??!

I would like to fix our friendship back~
Everyday I'm stalking you, seeing if you're sad, seeing if you're happy,
The moment that I know something bad happen to you, I feel so worried,
But I can't even ask you what happen,
Because there's a lot of people cares on you,
I'm afraid I just added your problem if I'm asking you~

Now, you had a great friend~
They cares on you, will make your bad mood turns to a good one~
I feel so useless, in fact, I guess you didn't even need me anymore~
<///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////3
Be happy ne? Remember, BE HAPPY !!
You deserved on happiness~ I just want to say that,
I LOVE YOU, friend~
You will always be my friend, everlasting friend~

Mr. Kim~ Where are you? :(

I've no idea what I feel right now~

Why I always have a bad mood when thinking about that ''stranger'', huh??

He's not even mine, but why??

I wish this jealousy can fade away from my real feeling~

Mr. Kim~ Will you gives me a second chance??

I leave you, since I'm in confuse situation on that day~

I leave you on your birthday, since I already decided last year that I'm gonna celebrate your birthday together with you, even in facebook~

<////////3 I know I was a bad chingu for you~ I'm really sorry~

That's not my intent to hurt you, I just being slapped by my ego and selfishness~

I let them wins, and makes you sad~

I hope you didn't become heartless because of me~

My love story was so worst than you, 

That's a bad moment I ever been through, but it's okay~

I already accept it without any little regret~^^''

I hope our love story, being more sweetest and sweetest than other couple!

I didn't mean ''our'' is you and me~ Hahaha, I don't want any people misunderstand it too~

Since, I always remembering you whether on sad or happy moment,

I wish you always be here~

I'm sorry if you think I just want to take a granted on your friendship,

I never mean that~

Trust me, and we will be a greatest friend ever, Mr. Kim ! :)

I miss you, really miss to talk with you~ I guess I have to wait for another month to talk with you^^''

Or maybe a 2, 3 month, or a year~ XD

Take care ne, Mr. Kim !! :') 

Once I said, you're my last love, you will always be my last love, forever~

Are you satisfied, hurting me?

Are you satisfied, betray me?

Are you satisfied, makes me suffer?

Are you satisfied, makes me cry?

Are you satisfied??

Perhaps, if I die,

You will stop hurting me, 

You will stop makes me suffer~

Until when?

I'm afflicted by sadness??

Until when?

I'm afflicted by sufferness??

Until when??

Tell me, until when?!

I hope I could die, before you,

That's how you imagine, 

My life without you~

My biggest scar, my biggest fear,

The moment when I have to lose you for a fourth time,

I've told myself,

"LET ME END MY LIFE"

I can't bear this painful,

I can't hold this tears anymore~

Someone comes, he send a smile to me,

I've no idea, he appear suddenly~

He might be someone I need now~

I hold my breath, breath smoothly,

Taking a deep breath,

Thinking positively~

You're my last love,

Will always be,

I can't fall in love anymore,

'Cause love is painful~

Asdfghjkl !! JuHyun 박주현 James Park *^*

''Don't makes him disappointed~''

''Don't makes him disappointed, he's really hurt because of.............''

A meaningful words~ From a caring brother~

I will never knew what your feeling if there's nobody tell me~ Why you afraid telling me by yourself? I will never harm you~ You know me well, just me, who doesn't understand you well~ Jeongmal mianhaeyo~ You cares on me, you always be here for me~ Even people say a bad things about me, you didn't believe on them, that's because you TRUST me~ I'm really appreciated it~

As what you said to me, our relationship wasn't work at all, since distance keep both of us far away~ 

I thought when people in love, age, distance, its just a number~ But I was wrong~

I believe on you, I trust you, more than you trust me~

I know you got your own reason, you don't want me to get hurt, you don't want me to get pain~

I hope you keep your words, but seeing what you've done behind, 

I'm sorry, I admit, it was....... I suffer inside, you know??

I don't want to blame you, you didn't ever do anything wrong to me~

My expression and my confession previous day, was completely success~

Why?

Because, I had another chance to tell you how much you mean to me,

In my own way~

I had another chance to tell you how much I miss you, I need you, I love you~
I never do that to other boy, you're the first and last boy I've done like that~

Since before, our relationship was collapsed, cause of misunderstanding~

:')

I didn't ever regret it, yet that's gives me a strength~

''Go for something you want, so that you didn't ever regret later on~''

That's a lesson I got~
In the end, you express your true feeling without help from anyone ne?
For the first time, I could see you being honest of yourself~
:') Thank you~

But for you, waiting will just gonna hurting you,

I accept that fact, but here, I wanna tell you honestly,

I will keep waiting on ya~

Even we never met, even we will never face to face each other, 

You will always stay in my heart :')

Can't we be friend like before?

Acting like nothing's happen?

If this is an ending between us, tell me sincerely~

But I know, between us, isn't over yet, right??

Tell me, tell me, I need to know~

Don't said it's over between us~

Jebal~

My buddy, my B.A.P, my mr. GT~

:')

I'm sorry~

I'm really sorry~

I just love you, can't ever want to stop from loving you~

As you said before,
You've been waiting for someone,
and says that she's cute,
I hope between you and her, goes well,
I'm really happy for ya~

Smile always, like on the picture you gave me,
Promise me ne?
Your smile can inspire many people, include me~

:')