Saturday, March 30, 2013

Asdfghjkl !! Aaron Kwak (아론콱) *^* [ Part II ]









><'' His face with Minhyun so close, I might misunderstand with both of them~ 
Arggghhh, hard to identified </3
Anyway ^^* Enjoyed ~~
Asdfghjkl Aaron Kwak !!!!!! Saranghae ^^*

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

♥ My Love, My Boy~♥


Random poem, especially only for you, my boy^^''



Having you in my life,
Completely my day,
Waiting for you everyday,
Oh boy, I'm in love with you!

My heart races,
Just thinking of you, everyday,
I smile brightly~

You,
Erased all my pain,
You,
Gives me a strength,
You,
Makes me laugh,
You, 
Comfort my heart,
You,
My everlasting love~

Your name, inscribed on my mind,
Your love, inscribed on my heart,
No one can replace you,
Cause you're my only one, no others~

I love you, 
Love you everyday,
I miss you,
Miss you everyday,
I need you,
Need you everyday~

:: Will be continued.................................................. ::

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Your Happiness, My Sufferness~




I heard,
She's your last love,
I heard,
She's owned your heart,
I heard,
She's will be yours forever,
and I?
I'm just being your friend~

It's hurt,
Admitted you as my friend,
Even it's hurt, I have to accept it,
Don't ask me to forget everything,
I decide to let this love,
Stay in my heart forever~

Remembering when we were together before,
Happiness for me, 
Unforgettable memories~

Leave me, 
Step by step, I will accept,
The more that I hurts, the more happiness you will get,
Why I keep being weak??
Why?
and why?
I've never thought,
You will brings my heart, along with you~
I'm nothing without you~
I can't live without you~
and now I'm without you~

Saturday, March 23, 2013

It Is Love?



I've dreamt about you,
60 seconds in a minutes,
60 minutes in an hour,
24 hours in a day~

My heart beating fastly,
When you talked with me, gently,
Tease me, sweetly,
With my red cheek, I answered shyly,
Oh no!
You owned my heart~

Where are you?
Are you doing well?
I need you,
I love you,
I miss you, dear~

Holding a blooming flowers,
I smile stupidly,
It is love??

Hard to believe, I runs away,
Till the end, I saw you,
I only saw you, nobody else,
Your amazing smile,
Giving me a strange warm feeling,
Melting my heart~
Oh no!
I fall for you~

A chance, am I deserved?
I whispered, silently,
I wanna stay in your lovely heart,
Forever~

Here I am, standing near, 
Showering you with my charm love,
In every breathe I take~

Value my love, dear!
Cause it's you,
It's only you,
My special one~

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

He's my Hao Yuan Gege~


Li Hao Yuan = Lee Howon 

His charming smile *O* melt my heart~
Hao Yuan Gege, I fall for ya all over again~
Since I created Hao Yuan RP account, I fall in love with him XD
He's my ULTIMATE BIAS now ;)

The perfect one *Q*

Since that crush misunderstand after I'm posting about my true feeling, I feel like --'' What are you talking about, huh? I just keep playing with you and let you explain everything to me~
But?? You makes fun to all my POEM?
Don't you know that's comes from my SINCERE heart??

I've told you on ''End of My Story''s post, but you didn't read it carefully, makes you misunderstand~ I admit I have a crush on you, but I've no hard feeling towards you~ Never forget 14 March before, then I updated my status that now I have Hao Yuan Gege~ xD Everyone believe on it ;)

He's so handsome right?? *O* He looks like my real crush, I met him in PLKN ( youth camp ) unfortunately, he's chinese~ -_-'' He seems didn't like to be friend with Malay </3 What did I care, we didn't even contact anymore xDD

Li Hao Yuan Gege~ Wo Ai Ni~ Can't wait for your comeback tomorrow ''Man In Love'' *Q* After ''Special Girl'' and ''Without You'', I focus on you more~ xD Not DongWoo Oppa XD LOL Poor him~

I guess that's all, this toothache harm me a lot T^T Let me crying~ </////3 Ah, before that, I wanna to tell you that Hao Yuan isn't just Howon( Hoya ) for me but............,

I combine my windboy name, my buddy' name, and my name~

JANG HYUN KYUN
KWON AHYONG
SITI ZUBAIDAH 

See our similarities of vowel and consonant??

H- all
 A- all
 O- Ken

Y- Kelvin & Ken
 U-Kelvin & Yuyie 
A- all
N- Kelvin & Ken~

Hahaha, good night! ^^ I still 'live' today because of them both~
Missing them every single day~ :'(

Unbearable Pain~



Walk in this lonely path,
My only shadow, walk beside me,
White-blue skies,
Sun, shines brightly,
Cold-warmth wind, keep blowing,
Exploring,
For an un-treasure love~

This unbearable pain,
I've tried throw it away,
Wearing a fake smile, since the day you left me,
I can't erase you,
I can't forget you,
I can't stop from loving you~

Scared of being forgotten,
My useless worries,
Shed my tears, unfinished~

Catching after your love shadow,
Killing me slowly, dying inside,
No one could replace you,
'Cause it's you, it's only you,
Strength of my life~