Unrequited love?

Unrequited love?

It's tough enough,

Unable to find an exit way,

But trying to get used of it,

Hope you're doing fine, as well mine,

'Cause I'm just pretending,

To be strong~

All of the times you were there when I'm sad,

You told me it's gonna be alright,

You showed me,

How much you really cares, like no one else ever do,

Adding my love towards you~

Even I might not say,

You're always appear on my prayer,

Appreciated all of the things you have done,

That made me smile~

But,

Everything is crashing down,

Hitting a triangle love, between us,

I don't have any strength to fight back,

Since I could see your smile, whenever with her,

Since I could see how much closer you both, envy me sometimes,

I wish the best for you~

I'm sorry, if it was my mistakes, loving you in silence,

I'm sorry, if it was my mistakes, missing your precious eye smile,

I'm sorry, if it was my mistakes, needs you whenever I'm frowning,

To comfort me, to heal me,

Sadly, I'm realized, I shouldn't be selfish,

Cause we stayed in a place called 'friendzoned',

Where we're just more than a friend,

Less than a lover~

Truthfully, deep down inside, I really do love you,

Just, I couldn't be able to express it,

Just let this feeling remain silence~

Rude - Magic ( Girl Version )

Saturday morning, he jumped out of bed,

and put on his best suit,

Got in his car, and raced like a jet,

All the way to you,

Knocked on our door, with heart in his hand,

To ask you one question,

'Cause he know that you're an old fashioned man, yeah~

He say, "Can I have your daughter for the rest my life,

Say "yes", say "yes", cause I need to know,"

You say, he'll never get your blessing 'till the day him die,

Tough luck, my friend, but the answer is "No."

Why you gotta be so rude?

Don't you know I'm a human too?

Why you gotta be so rude?

I'm gonna marry him anyway~

Marry that boy,

Marry him anyway,

Marry that boy,

Yeah no matter what you say,

Marry that boy,

And we'll be a family,

Why you gotta be so.... rude?

I hate to do this, you leave no choice,

Can't live without him,

Love him or hate him, boys will be boys,

Being one of my best groom

Or we will run away,

To another galaxy, you know,

You know I'm in love with him,

I will go anywhere him go~

He say, "Can I have your daughter for the rest my life,

Say "yes", say "yes", cause I need to know,"

You say, he'll never get your blessing 'till the day him die,

Tough luck, my friend, 'cause the answer still "No."

Why you gotta be so rude?

Don't you know I'm a human too?

Why you gotta be so rude?

I'm gonna marry him anyway~

Marry that boy,

Marry him anyway,

Marry that boy,

Yeah no matter what you say,

Marry that boy,

And we'll be a family,

Why you gotta be so.... rude?

He say, "Can I have your daughter for the rest my life,
Say "yes", say "yes", cause I need to know,"
You say, he'll never get your blessing 'till the day him die,
Tough luck, my friend, but "No" still means "No!"

Why you gotta be so rude?
Don't you know I'm a human too?
Why you gotta be so rude?
I'm gonna marry him anyway~

Marry that boy,
Marry him anyway,
Marry that boy,
Yeah no matter what you say,
Marry that boy,
And we'll be a family,
Why you gotta be so.... rude?
Why you gotta be so....rude?
Why you gotta be so rude~

The truth?

Look into my eyes,

Would you find the truth?

I might could hide,

But failed to hold,

That's what I called as 'tears'~

Through this straight line,

I steal my own sight,

To look at you,

I stares deeply,

But there's some things,

I couldn't express,

No answered has been found,

For this endless question~

I caught your eyes,

Once our eyes has met,

Feeling so shy,

My red cheek, show how embarrassed I am,

and I stare at your lips,

Whenever you speak nor listening to me,

Oh no!

Please!

Don't let me drowning,

Don't let me fall,

Falling in love with you~ 

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Wait or forget?

Some say,

I must get ready to be forgotten,

Some say,

It's time to walk away~

We're miles apart,

I may not get a chance,

To hold your hand,

I may not get a chance,

To walk with you,

I may not get a chance,

To cheer you up,

Cares on you, when you get sick~

When I'm on my horrible day,

You comes with your text,

Makes my whole day turns brighter,

Maybe in distance,

We're far apart,

But in my heart,

I ain't denying,

That you still, stay inside~

Time passes through my life,

Confusing my mind,

Either to wait or forget,

I have a life to live,

But I hope,

You're more deserving better,

Than someone else~

Nothing more hurt than this.

I stopped,

From doing,
Everything I used to do~

Since before,

I cares on you,

Your problem is mine,

Wanna be that person,
That can makes your smile,

Wanna be that person,
That can makes you feel pleasant,

Even you keep mentioning her name,
In our conversation,

Even you keep asking me about her, 

Keep asking me to tell you,
More details about her,

I will just keep smiling for you~

Yes, she is pretty,

Yes, she is kind, 

Yes, she is the best girl in this world,

but unfortunately, yes,

This ugly girl,
 Is one of her best friend~

You're too much,
Going too far, 

and took this friendship for granted,

Nothing more hurt than this,

Why I'm always be in this situation?

Can't you able to see me?

Are you consider myself as invisible?

Are you consider myself as heartless?

And you know what?

Tears is my best friend for now,

Seldom being here when I'm happy,

But it always be in here when I'm sad,
It comes every day in my life,

It knows how,
Makes me feel calm,

Cause this eyes would slowly being closed, 

Seems like it want me to rest, 

Rest from this pain, rest from this scar~

Maybe I should back to the old me,

No one ever realized, I'm exist,

Cause I'm living on my own world, alone~

I was trapped in a love with one dead side.

You're incapable loving me back,

My eyes started to filled up with tears,

Being in love with you,

I had no control over it,

If I knew this is not the sort of things that might ends well,

I will never let myself get involved~

Took a hardest strength to breath,

Wondering why it all went wrong,

Keeps it all inside,

On a little pieces of my broken heart~

You didn't mean to hurt me, but you did,

There's no point blaming you,

'Cause I choose to love you, at first~

I lost you once, it might happen again,

Please let this nightmares go away from me,

I should paint again a smile on my face,

And pretend to be happy, 

Pretend to be strong,

Pretend to act like, "I'm fine, don't worry about me."

We do mistakes, and we learn from it,

And I think I deserved got it,

As long as my suffer,

Could be replaced a happiness in your life~

I was trapped in a love with one dead side,

It's not easy,

It's hard, truly hard,

To move on~

Life is pain, Life is happiness

I saw you in my eyes,

But it wasn't me,

Who's stay completely in your heart~

I have my own stories, you had your own,

You felt the love, same with me,

You felt the pain, same with me,

You felt sad, same with me,

Cause's we're human,

But you're a boy, 

While I am a girl~

You keep holding back the pain from the past,

Avoiding opportunities,

To let someone cure it, with a smile,

Letting go,

Someone who genuinely cares on you,

When you face any problems~

Soon or later, you will realized,

It's never gonna be back,

On where it begin~

We keep growing up and learning,

Life is pain, life is happiness,

The both would teaches you, how life was~

"Be happy."

That's my last wishes,

Before saying a "Goodbye."

YES or NO?

Looking far, 

Far away outside the window,

Even how much noisy in here,

I can't hear anything, except your voice,

I can't remember anything, except your words,

I can't imagine anything,

except, "What your answer would be?"

"YES or NO?"

Looking at the same sky,

Looking at the same moon,

I breathe in and out,

Whispering your name in silence~

Living in the country called 'Land Below The Wind',

A warmth breeze, touched my cheek,

I close my eyes for a while,

Heart is beating, nervously,

I'm here,

Will keep waiting for you, everyday,

Patiently~

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Officially updated on 28 August 2014 

Thank you 'brother'

I'm just another girl, with a simple style,

Covered-hair,

Together with floral pins on my hijab,

But you showing me no regrets,

Ever knowing me once in your life~

During my difficult time,

The most person I remember is you,

You're different from others,

You give me something, that would make me glad~

We're all grown up now,

Silly conversation, have only gotten us closer,

I'm grateful,

Has knew someone as nice as you~

For being my brother, 'THANK YOU',

'Cause of you, I feel no stress,

I hope you and I, always keep in touch,

Hoping our friendship will be last, forever~

"The right person will come someday."

You left once, you might leave again,

I took my breath away, deeply sighed,

I keep waiting and waiting,

Waiting for you to come near,

But, you repay back with nothing~

Loneliness, is a worst gift from you,

I got slapped by reality, for many times,

'Cause never be able to call you as mine,

I let myself getting hurt,

That I thought I deserved on it,

Nobody even cares,

Nobody even noticed,

Why am I such a fool?

"The right person will come someday."

I wonder if it was a truth,

My heart was torn apart,

I wonder if I got that chance,

To meet that someone,

Whom is able to repair my broken side back to usual~

Fall leaves, like a flow of my tears~

Drift away through an empty mind,

A smile on my face, turns frown,

I wonder where you are,

Are you doing well?

A non-stop question, keep flooding inside me~

I could see their happiness with their loved one,

But I am not,

I could see their smile for their loved one,

But I don't have any,

I could see their sincere love towards their loved one,

But my love was not been answered yet~

'Cause my heart start to breaks into pieces, day by day,

But you never care,

Fall leaves, like a flow of my tears, 

Showing you a value of my love, 

Only for you, only you~

It's hard, it's too hard,

Nobody understand, and nobody could,

"I'm sorry", that's the only words I recite everyday,

With a full of my guilty heart,

Lonely me~

...'Cause a boy like you, rarely to be found.

Dear, 김정재,

It's been 28 months already, since we first met in RPw,

We still contact to each others until now,

whether in RP acc, but for now we able to contact each other in our real fb account,

I feel so lucky, when you added me using your real acc on my rp fb account~

It was really important for me, since you're so precious in my life~

We met because of art, and we become more closer when we decided to create an art paged named "Art Soul",

Plus , you're being my appa in rpw , and I being one of your daughter, annoying daughter~ *giggles*

You always come in a right time whenever I had problem, 

You're always be here when I need someone to talk to,

You're really friendly and was kind to everyone,

You're being my bestfriend and my best appa ever! 

You gave me a nickname ( Mulgogi ) Hahhaa, so everytime I saw fish, I didn't call it as fish but I call it as 'mulgogi', and deeply said in my heart that, "Nahh that's me" *laugh*

Even in our real acc, I love to call you my "appa" but you didn't allowed me since you said you will feel old when I called you like that~ Hahaha but I love it when I called you "appa" :')

I never thought I would have a crush on you,

I noticed it when you told me that you had a crush on someone,

I'm search for that lucky girl, excitedly,

Then a weird feeling comes,

I don't know why did I feel jealous,

Nahhhh I lost my mind on that time, my heart kinda weird >//<

But still now,

You're my longest crush I ever had,

Then , I start again making some poem,

A poem that being inspired by you,

I never thought you would stalk on it, 

and found out plus read all of my poem that I dedicated special for you,
Asdfghjkl >>///<<

On a white day, 2013, 

You told me that you already know about my feeling and you said sorry,

You thought that I'm being hurt by you,

You tell me that I'm your bestfriend, and same like your crush too,

I don't know what should I feel~

It seems like I can't get rid of you,

Even I try to ignored you and leave, by deactived my acc,

I miss you so badly, my heart need you so much~
I start make a conversation with you again,

Then, on December, 2013, 

I make a confession official video for you,

I got no response from you,

But it's alright since I make confession before it too late,

Yeah well better late than never, right?

I don't want to regret anything soon :)

I accept all of your decision,

But there's something that I couldn't be able to forget you, nor move on,

So, I decided to let you stay in my heart since before,

Until now you'll never been replaced,

You're a prince in my heart,

I love you so much, Jae~

I created a page that I dedicated for you, 

" 아란's 물고기"

and I had no idea where did you found it XD You make that page as your "workplace" in your facebook, makes me smile crazily that time~ *giggles*

It took 7-8 months for you to "like" that page hahaha~~

On that page, I write down a diary, that I dedicated for you,

It seems really annoying right? 

But whenever you commented on my post there,

I goes crazy ahahaha hyper happy on that time~

On January 2014, I got shocked when I found out you involve in the accident >>//<< 

I'm so worried ><

On that time, I realized something, that I was useless,

Couldn't be able to help you, heal you, treat you well since we're in a different country~

<///////////3

I keep talking with you through your fb, twitter, and SNS,

I stalk your twitter, 

and I saw this post , but you write it in hangul, so I ask some korean friend to translate it for me,

and it goes like this,

"I'm sorry but I'm not easy to meet, don't you know? What I'm talk to you now is may be make you sad, If you sad, I'm sad too.. Sorry.. I didn't want to make you sad.. Say "goodbye" is not mean "the end".. and I want to you happy always."

Whenever your name was popped out in my twitter not facebook,

I'll be really excited, extremely excited !! I feel so happy^^ hahaa~

A-and, you surprising me with something,

You make a plan with your crush , 

You makes a video for me,

and that video's background voice is your voice?

Cause it seems "yes"~

 I feel so grateful and thanks you for make that video for me :)
At the end of that video, you put your selca with your mom *-*

Your mom was really pretty and you looks so handsome there, 

You looks liks an anime, with your blue hair (?) Hahaha~

I'm sorry for still loving you,

I don't why I still can't be able to move on,

You're not even be able for me to forget,

...Cause a boy like you, rarely to be found,

You stole my heart~

Many people will called me as "pathetic" , but I don't care at all,

Never give up on the things you really want,

All I want is you, want talk with you,

So yeah ^^v 

You will always be in my prayer,

I pray for your happiness, hope you could having a greatest happiness ever~

Thanks for all the happiness you gave me, 김정재.,

I love you and will always be,

Thank you very much,

I miss you...

Sincerely,

From your only mulgogi,

-YuyieHanna-

Left a traces called 'scar'

Walking forward , step by step,

Even my feet, feel so weak to stand,

With a heavy-hearted,

I accept my chosen path, 

and be patience~

Don't leave me, don't let me go,

Stay with me, near with me,

This tears couldn't be handle anymore,

A pain inside my heart,

Ripped me, too deeply~

I'm no longer exist,

Feel not worth it, to stay here,

I'm about to cry, but I hold it,

People comes, and leave,

Left a traces called 'scar'~

Tomorrow? It's just "another" day.......

Tomorrow is the day,

The day that I've been waiting for a long time already,

Even though it wasn't feel very special to everyone,

But for me, it's really meaningful,

'cause tomorrow is my birthday~

I'm pretty sure that nobody will remember it,

Nobody will ever gives me a birthday wishes,

and it's alright, and it's okay,

'Cause that's not the one that I wishes for~

I didn't ask too much,

I didn't put a high hopes,

But there's my only one wishes, 

Only that one person could fulfill my wish~

But I know,

It's impossible,

Since he start to make a distance between us,

He's not even approaching me anymore,

He seems happy without me,

He gain happiness without me,

and I'm really grateful,

Could seeing him smile,

Could seeing him happy~

I don't care if I had to waste my tears,

I don't care how hurt my heart was,

As long as there's a smile on his lips,

I could bear it,

I could hold this pain, alone~

Dear 김정재, 

I don't know whether you want to end our friendship or not,

Cause it seems "yes",

It is because I'm pretend to ignoring you,

And you're didn't want to approaching me?

I'm sorry,

That's the only things that I could do,

Since I'm not the only one who could gives you happiness,

I'm just one of your "fans"~

It's alright, I'll be fine,

B-but, there's only one wish that I wish you could fulfill it for me,

On my tomorrow's birthday,

Would you do that?
Saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to me?

Just that simple wishes~

:'(

I'm sorry,
I didn't mean to force you though,

 I can't help it,

B-but, I n-need y-you,

S-seriously~

I need you, 김정재 !!! :'(

I'm sorry, 

I shouldn't ask that kind of request,

I'm too stupid!!

I'm sorry, 김정재 ,

Don't mind me,

I'll be alright,

Cause tomorrow,

Just another day,

Nothing special~~

Trapped on LOVE~

One days, two days, three days,

I'm counting the days,

You're still disappearing,

Let this tears flows,

As I wish you near~

That bridge,

You stop my step to go through it,

With a deep sight,

I asked myself,

"What can I do anymore?"

I accept it sincerely~

Try to forget,

Refreshing my mind,

Forgetting all of the things,

That reminds me of you,

But it's hard, 'cause I'm still trapped,

Trapped on a cage called "LOVE"~

Will you hold my hands,

and never let me go?

Will you whisper, "I'm here for you"

and set me free?

Will you tore this mask of deception,

and put a sincere smile on me?

It remains still,

Destiny between me and you,

Not gonna be changed~

Strange Sight

Looking through his eyes,

Our eyes has met,

I gaze softly,

and turns my views,

as I gasp for air, silently~

He had such a quiet eyes,

Layered with a thousand meaning,

There's something he couldn't express,

I hope it slowly been revealed~

Stymied in step,

Everytime those strange sight,

Stare at me~

When my lips can't be able to speak~

Drown with my own tears,

My knee start to feel weak,

Makes me fell all over again~

When my lips can't be able to speak,

Eyes described everything,
My heart is crying,

Why it is too pain?

Why it is too hurt?

My presence,

Wasn't worth at all,

I'm being wondering,

Will people surround me being happy with my absence?

Only if,

When my heart start to stop beating by itself~

Whenever this ache start to built on my chest,

Your name,

Unknowingly, was spoken out,

  I keep relying on you,

'Cause I fear to face this, without you,

Still couldn't be able to bear with it, alone~

You brought happiness, but I pay with a sadness,

With all of these stress, you ask me to be strong,

Bring back my strength,

Bring back my passion, Bring back my smile~

"Thank you", for coming into my life,

I'm sorry for burdening you much,

We're supposed to be just friends,

But sometimes,

I being over-react, treating you special than others,

While I knew,

You're that someone,

I had no chance with~

BothNewYear *O* Asdfghjkl~~!!!

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Nattapong Chinsoponsap :)

29 February 1988

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Kitiwhut Sawutdimilin :)

01 Januari 1995

I'll back off, let's face the reality~

Brave enough uh?

Why won't you come near?
Let's have a talk, baby~

This isn't war, I'm here just creating an art,

Why you seems so serious uh?

Is that hard? Oh baby, tell me does it really hard?

Telling a truth, or are you trying to hide it forever?
When will ya stop lying? When would it be?
Waits till I'm totally gone??

Oh cyeah, you should have known,

Leaving you, was a hellish pain for me,

But no worries, dear,

I'll back off, let's face the reality,

I'll bear with it, I know the end would be like this, 

No matter what,

yeahh just like this~

Hurtfully, listen to me baby,

Forget and forgives, that what I'm gonna do,

Don't think twice, don't think too hard,

Do leave me, cyeah leave me alone,

And start finding it,

Your truly happiness, for you own sake~

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Hahaha, my first trying~ I don't know if it works or not since I'm not really familiar with "rap" part, but I do really love "rap" now~~ ^-^ Making this kind of things really makes me feel calm~ Hahaha just do everything you want, do everything you like, and I just did it! Yeayy!! ^^

Enjoyed it anyway! ^^

Good night~

I Regret Nothing

I found a smile, that I thought I had lost,

The way you made me smile,

Like no one else could ever do,

Letting me, love you even more~

With my fragile soul,

Too fear of rejection,

But I'm letting you know,

This undescribed feeling,

Hardly been hide anymore~

I regret nothing,

Cause nobody's special, as you're to me,

Someone that I'm comfortable with,

Won't get you out from my mind~

Daydreaming, being loved,

Wanna feel the warmth of your embrace,

Wanna stay for more longer, on your mind~

I can't be perfect, 

and I will never be,

 No matter what everyone'll says,

I'm promise to tell you,

No lies~

Show me your tears,

I'll wipe it away,

Show me your pain,

I'll fade your sorrow away,

Show me your sadness,

I'll change it to happiness,

I'll always be here for you,

Won't leave you alone,

Show me your brightest smile,

Cause I'll try to cheer you up, when you're down~

Be mine~

When the lights was turn off,

I couldn't see anything, yet my eyes was filled with a tears,

Shivered, as I'm been left alone, without you near, with me~

Two different heart,

Confusing our mind,

I let you stay inside, and my heart keep beating for you,

Couldn't throwing away my pure feeling,

As I could feel my love towards you, sincerely~

It's bearable, the pain inside,

As long as I'm seeing you happy,

I'm still in love with you, I'm still does,

My feeling would never be changed~

Looking for a little chance to grab,

Wondering if I could make you as mine,

Wondering if I could be the one, who makes you smile,

Wondering if I could be the one, who will you called as yours~

My breath, flows with your unspoken name,

Sometimes haunted me,  with a question, "how have you been?"

I miss you so badly~

Distance, makes us far apart,

We haven't met yet, but your inner kindness, makes me fall for you,

Waiting for a miracle to be happen, but I know it won't~

"I love you."

Showing how much I love you, feel much better, not even ever regret,

Won't never telling it to you directly, 'cause you won't never believe it~

I'm sorry....................

I'm sorry Jae,

I'm already hurt you~ 

I'm so stupid ! I shouldn't do that! I makes you sad !

:'( She will comfort you, and I shouldn't disturb~

I love you so much, that's why I did such a stupid things like this~

I've cried many times cause miss you so badly~

But I never once regret it, never even once~

I admit, it's hurt me a lot, but surely, I hurt you the most right??

You deserved a better life, and I just messed it if I keep stay on your life~

I couldn't even treat you anymore like the first time we met,

I don't know how to lie with my heart and approach you like nothing happen,

I just don't know what exactly should I do right now :'(

I never even once forget you in every prayer I made,

Everytime I miss you, I recite Al-Fatihah, and put my right hand near to my heart,

My friend said, "Do it everytime you missed someone so badly."

You'll be happy right without me? :'(

I shouldn't come into your life and ruined it :'(

I'm just too Shit ! Am I right??

I'm really sorry Jae ~~ Just do hate me if you want~

I'll always loves you, forever~

I miss you, appa :'(

Truth has been locked away

Memories between us,

Wasn't be fade away,

I remembered you, as it flash on my mind,

I, who has be left, with a misery around me,

Feel the pain, kills me inside~

All of the strength I have left,

Gain a passion to move forward,

Even with my weak heart~

My heart couldn't mend anymore,

Can never be repaired back,

Can you please cure it?

Never feel regret of loving you,

Never feel regret of missing you,

Never feel regret of crying, because of you~

You seem happy without me,

I guess you're having a good life now,

How could you easily forgetting me?

The one that loves you more than everything,

The one that miss you more than anyone else?

While me,

Still crawling,

Searching for whom I destined with~

I still love you, and I still does,

Truth from me, has been locked away,

We are not meant to be,

Cause I'm just an ordinary girl,

Who have fallen in love,

 With a prince~

...and that's how it ended.

Do you ever think of me?

Do you ever missed me like I did?

Do you ever calling out my name, and cried for me?

I know, you did not~

Seeking you to comfort me,

Cause you're the only one who could make me smile,
Encourage me, when I'm about to failed,

Concern on me, like what you did, 

"before"~

Tell me, tell me how,

I could convince you, that you're the best one for me?

Have you ever felt, 

A pain, inside me, of not being a part in your life?

You've filled a space on my little heart,

That no one could fill,
I chase after you, for a while,

But there will be a day, I'll stop from doing that~

Will you look for me after I start to walk away?

I will try to get over you,

and that's how it ended~

고백 편지 | Confession Letter |

My little, bitter smile, heart feel uneasy,

It's all lie, just another lie,

You're standing front of me, yet distance separates us,

Try to reach your hand, 

But I failed, 

You're lost from my sight~

A white snow of my love start to melt,

A shining rainbow, start to fade away,

A darkness night, keep haunting me,

"Where did you go? 

I feel so lonely without you."

Easier said than done,

"Move on" does not bring relief,

Help me to erase all of my pain,

It's still remain, as my unforgettable love~

A cold wind, blows secretly,

Rain drops start to flow heavily,

On my thought thinking of you,

On my heart, trembles, "I miss you"

Your presence, is all that I need~

Encounter between us,

Undergo some process called "Friendship"

My happiness has come, as you're a special person that I'm waiting for,

On that fateful day,

Our time has terminate,

We have to say "Goodbye"

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Here's some letter for you, 

I don't know whether you will read it or not~

You know what?

When I think about this,

I think how far I am doing this to you~

All of the things that I had done to you, is the things that I wish I could do to my boyfriend~

I don't have any boyfriend, I haven't date with anyone in my real life yet,

My mom and my dad wasn't allowed me to have a couple,

And yeah,

I just had an ex, through a  facebook life, and I put my real feeling there,

Don't feel weird when I can fall for you,

The one who I've known through facebook~

Here, 

With a sincere heart,

I would like to ask for a forgiveness,

I did a mistakes that shouldn't been forgiven~

I'm so sorry,

For couldn't being able to be there, accompany you, take care of you,

I'm so sorry,

For couldn't being able to be there,

To hear all of your happy stories nor sad stories,

I'm so sorry,

For ever makes your heart feel so uneasy, 

For makes your heart feel so hurt,

For makes your heart feel so guilty~

I'm so sorry,

Because I always makes you feel annoyed, feel irritated with all my attitude,

I'm really sorry, please do forgive me even I know it's hard~

You're a special someone in my heart now,

No one able to replaced you on this time,

But I should have known your heart too, 

We don't have a same feeling, and I did know about it a long time ago~

But as what I said before, "It's hurt for me if I'm trying to forget you"

I feel like I cut myself, into a pieces, when I'm trying to force my mind and my heart to do not even once remembering you~

One day, you will met with a special someone,
I always pray for your happiness with that someone,

Your happiness is my happiness too,

I want to make you happy, and I would like to see you happy~

This kind of fantasy love, couldn't being able to be true,

But no matter it is, I would like you to know my heart,

My heart that already fall for you~

Don't ask me why did my heart choose you to stay inside for more longer,

Because loving you is not my option, but it comes, unpredictable~

I don't want try to forget you either after this, even I got a short term memory,

'Cause you, is my unforgettable memories,

All of my friends beside me wasn't really believe me about your presence,

But what can I do?? 

All I know is you, my only hyung~! xD Just kidding~~ Teheeee~~ ^^''

With all of the "TEST" that you have been through now,

I hope you can be patience and keep be strong,

I'm always mention your name in every pray that I did,

May your pain can be heal, 

May you got a happiness, and towards your family too~

I just hope you still allowed me to cares about you,

I know it's too much, we're not even in a special relationship,

But that's the only things that I could do,

As my last.....................................................................

You will gonna know it soon~ :')

Please be happy, please do be cheer like always,

I will keep hoping the best for you,

May you had a lovely day everyday~

Saranghaeyo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^*

White Rose

Taking my step slowly, one by one,

I keep walking towards your shadow,

While holding a white rose,

My finger was bleeding, that has been caused by an evil thorn,

It's hurts,

But I keep move forward, 

With a tears that was pouring down,

My lips, called out your name,

Wanna told you that, "I miss you, I need you"

Do hold my hand, 

Embrace me, 

Comfort me~

You're my boy,

You're letting my darkness away from me,

My happiness is yours, that couldn't able to being mine,

You gave me a pale rainbow,

Since the day you leave me,

With your last words~

"I'm sorry but we're not easy to meet,

I don't want to make you sad,

If you sad, I'm sad too,

I want you to be HAPPY always"

Tell me now?

How can I survive, 

Without you?

How can I be strong?

Without you?

I can't stop loving you,

I can't stop missing you~

Am I deserved for a little chance?

'Cause I can't, can't able to bear this pain anymore,

Everyday missing you,

Can't you hear me?

I will keep waiting, even the biggest space separates us,

'Cause I love you, and I still does~