Our Story~

Tears suddenly comes out from my eyes while hearing of a RAIN SOUND~ You're DANCING IN THE RAIN after saying a words ''GOODBYE'' to me without NO MERCY~ I hope I could PUNCH your face, but WHAT THE HELL, I can't do that~ Please tell me IT'S ALL LIE when knowing I'm just ZERO (0) in your life~ Isn't both of us are a WARRIOR that will fight for our love no matter what happen, with our lovable POWER?? I REMEMBER when you become my SECRET LOVE, my love towards you was UNBREAKABLE~ I never thought between us, already over, only by ONE SHOT! STOP IT, let's just end this sufferness, 'cause I'll always be the B.A.P ( Best Awesome Partner )

[ Created on 25 June 2013 ]

Anyway, I wonder how it would be, being surrounded by 6 talented prince?? *^*

I love INFINITE too *^*

How it would be, being surrounded by 7 charming prince?? 

6+7 = 13 PRINCE ~ 

Kyaaaaaaa!! ASDFGHJKL xD 

My hubby Hao Yuan (浩沅)

Ta-da!! I edited this by myself^^ Hahaha it's bad??

Hao Yuan = Hoya, Dancing machine of INFINITE^^

XD I really love Hao Yuan even he never know me~ </3

I'm not his fans anymore xD I keep calling him as ''my hubby''~

Kkkk, am I too much?? 

Well, just shut up ok? xD

We both has a same similarities~

I've no idea how could it be, fate or just coincidence,

But that's makes me LOVE Hao Yuan more!!!!!!!

Oh no!!!!!!!! Asdfghjkl!! XD

His favourite colour is PURPLE, and PURPLE is my favourite colour too,

Mostly all his picture that I've been searched at google,

He used pouting style, and peace sign~

Both of that style are my favourite style too when taking a picture~ xD

He got a chubby cheek!! Ah, same like me!! I've a chubby cheek too^^ XD

He love dancing, and he is an amazing dancer~ *O*

I love dancing too, but I'm just like a piece of wood when dancing~

I hope one day Hao Yuan could teach me dancing~ xD

He like to drawing too, and his drawing makes me love him more *^*

I love a namja that loves ART, same like him too~!!!

He's a namja that really want to try his best no matter what he do,

He's really awesome boy! He's my truly idol~

Don't try to touch him, or I will surely kill you! --''

Hahaahaha~ 

Nah, my hubby Hao Yuan, impossible for you to see this blogger~

I just hope one day we could met~

I would like to sing with you~

I would like to dancing together with you~

I would like to taking a picture with you~

I would like to having a date with you~

Hahaha okay, too much dreaming~ xD

:)

Lastly!! My hubby HAO YUAN!! /shout/ Saranghaeyo!!!!

A Painful Truth

Heart unstoppable beating, fastly,

The story that only me, who still doesn't know,

Being reveal~

A painful truth,

Un-identified secret~ 

A thousand of question, 

Playing surrounded my mind,

Can't ever being answered~

A warmth and cold feeling becomes one,

My mind keep judging,

My mind keep wondering,

Since when, how and why??

You can't denied it,

You can't hide it~

I hate myself, cause still didn't get it why did you do that,

I hate myself, cause of this differences opinion,

I hate myself, cause can't even could understand you anymore,

I hate myself, I hate myself!

Give me one more time,

My heart need to be cure, slowly,

I'm sorry, Just do forgive me,
I'm not blaming you, that's my mistakes,

Even the fact is, I'm really disappointed~

STOP DISTURBING MY LIFE!!

Dear you! Yes you! 

I'll never mention your name here, so, it's up to you whether you want to read this cause this is the last time I talking about you!!

Seriously, I don't know why people always lied to me, 

I never ever once lied to them include you,

Why must you treat me until like this, huh??

Being loyal but always being betrayed~!

Fuhhh, isn't that amazing??

I've post this not for getting more sympathy, 

LISTEN HERE!

I DON'T NEED A FAKE SYMPATHY FROM YA!!

I don't know what's wrong with you now,

I don't know why must you did this to me,

I thought you're my friend, but I'm just invisible towards you!

Now, you're happy right?

Treat me like a shit once again?

Fooled me once again??

I don't care what happen towards you start today,

Just live your life alone!

For the first time, you make me pissed off!

I will throw away this love,

I will try to forget you,

I will never want to care about you anymore!!

Enough, its enough already,

Stop hurting me,

You already found your happiness, just let me find my own happiness,

STOP DISTURBING MY LIFE IF YOU JUST WANT TO HURT ME!!

GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE,

I DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE!!!!

Heart-Broken Never Been Cure~

Are you really curious whether heart broken can be cure or not?

I would like to know the real fact too, 

But based on my experience, I'm gonna say ''YES, IT'S TRUE!''

Why?

I'm experience heart-broken for many times,

I've no idea if I ever did the same things to others, give them heartache~

But I'm surely, I ever did that~

I always put in my mind, 

My biggest fear is being a heart-breaker~

I'm really afraid, and always getting worried, if without realizing, I make them hurt~

I tried to prevent from doing that, 

But I'm just an ordinary girl,

Always make mistakes, always being a trouble-maker~

HEART is something precious in our body,

While the HEART stop beating, 

We will travel to another ''new world'' again,

......You know what I mean~

For me, it's better to being hurt, than be the reason why someone's get hurt~

Let just myself feel that pain, feel the sufferness,

'Cause I know maybe it can be heal one day,

That pain can been erased,

Washed away, little by little,

When we met with our true partner~

Our legal partner~

But our remain past, will keep haunted us, and that's why I said,

Heart-broken hard to been cure,
Take a long period of time~

REMEMBER!

ALLAH always be here beside us,

Do not feel alone,

Keep praying, and make Doa',

InsyaAllah, everything will goes well soon,

It makes us strong,

It gives us a special passion,

So we could move on easily,

Without any hard-feeling inside our heart~

To be honest,

I've someone special inside my heart,

Even both of us never been together,

'Cause he just treat me as his friend,

Well yeah,

I just can plan and ALLAH know what the best for both of us,

I will keep waiting, 

Even I know I'll be the one who get hurt at the end~

I just want the perfect one for him,

He's so precious in my life,

and my heart already decided to choose him,

To stay as a ''PRINCE of my heart''

Un-heard Voice

You, appear on my mind,

Me, shouting your name, my voice un-heard,

Cloud turns grey, passing by,

I'm melting cold inside~

Regret everything,

But I know,

Time can't be rewind back,

I'm not losing my love,

I'm losing my bestfriend,

I'm giving you a tears, while she's giving you a smile,

She's give me a reason, why I shouldn't stay any longer,

Without saying ''goodbye'', I'm leaving you,

For your sake, for your happiness,

and bringing all my heartache, alone~

With heavy-hearted, tears un-stopped pouring,

Force to move on, failed,

Without knowing the truth, I'm thought you've changed,

You're happy while me?

Without any proof, I'm blaming you,

For giving me this kind of sufferness,

Force myself to love someone, but I'm not allowed,

My heart choosing you over than anyone else~

Force myself of having a boyfriend, but my mind still thinking about you,

How are you?

What are you doing now?

Are you ok?

Question that can't be asked anymore,

Starting to feel guilty~

What am I doing? Why did I do that?

What should I do?

Tell me, what should I do?

I can't loving someone more than I do,

When knowing, my heart seems still..........

LOVING YOU~

Tears Stream Down

Tears streaming down,

Your killing words, stabbed me inside,

Tore me, into a small little pieces~

If only I could, 

Forgetting you, like the way you did,

Just gonna hurt me more, added my pain~

Empty, my world is empty,

Loneliness haunted,

Breathe in and out, my heart beat fastly,

Will my life ends, on this moment?

Someone appear immediately,

Showing me, his charming smile,

Whispering, passioniate me, with a positive mind,

I feel comfort, I feel pleasant, I feel loved,

He's near, saving my life~

A smile,

That you've been stolen from me,

Being replaced by him,

A happiness,

That have been ruined by you,

Being replaced by him,

Why and why?

Asking too much question, confusing my heart,

Is he's my truly partner?

- Will.Be.Continue-