Let's End This~

I have no idea why did I become so weak,

That was my mistakes, stalking you and her,

Why did I do that and makes my heart breaks a little all over again?

After I've tried harder to forget you and all our bad memories,

It's been wasted just like that~~~~~~~~~~~

Why does I still feel so damn hurt?

Why did I?? Who you're to me?? And who am I to you??

Don't you know, I waste my tears, because of you again today,

I waste my time to stalking you,

I waste my ownself, just because I become weak by remembering you,

WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME HUH???!

"Move on, Yuyie~ Move on!!" My little heart says it,

But how?? Just tell me how ??? 

I had no idea how to move on after broken into a pieces~~

I don't to blame you, I just can blame myself in this matter,

I just hope you get your own happiness,

Do not let your tears comes out again~~

Be happy always, 

Hope you wish the same for me too,

I want to be happy like a normal person had,

I want to spread a smile, like before,

I would like to laugh happily and makes people around me being happy^^

Someday, I will found my own true partner,

All I wish that someone, being healthy always, and cheerful,

Wish the best for him,

and I hope I could give him a perfect happiness~

Even I haven't met with him yet, I hope the best for him~~~~~

I want to end this kind of terrible situation,

Express everything here, make me feel relieve,

Everything's will be alright, and I believe it~ 

:)

L.O.V.E ?

The scent of your words,

Was heard clear, near close to my ear,

"Where are you? Don't you miss me?" 

The first question that I would like to ask~

He's come, by chance, on a right time,

Fading away all of the pain of waiting you,

Buried all of the time, that have been wasted, looking for you,

Putting back my bright smile, on my pale face,

Does he was destined to be with me?

I know this wasn't right, wasn't right at all,

But this time, I've been hitted many times,

Inside my little heart~

"Why does it happen?", "Why, just why?"

Am I not even deserved for a little happiness?

Am I not even deserved?

To have someone that was able to win my heart?

Am I not even deserved?

 To have someone that could make me smile when I'm sad?

Am I not even deserved?

To have someone that will kiss my forehead, and makes me feel safe?

It's just a dream, would never be happen~

But still, I'm confused,

With a words of L.O.V.E~~~~~~~~~~

@YuyieHanna7