My little, bitter smile, heart feel uneasy,
It's all lie, just another lie,
You're standing front of me, yet distance separates us,
Try to reach your hand,
But I failed,
You're lost from my sight~
A white snow of my love start to melt,
A shining rainbow, start to fade away,
A darkness night, keep haunting me,
"Where did you go?
I feel so lonely without you."
Easier said than done,
"Move on" does not bring relief,
Help me to erase all of my pain,
It's still remain, as my unforgettable love~
A cold wind, blows secretly,
Rain drops start to flow heavily,
On my thought thinking of you,
On my heart, trembles, "I miss you"
Your presence, is all that I need~
Encounter between us,
Undergo some process called "Friendship"
My happiness has come, as you're a special person that I'm waiting for,
On that fateful day,
Our time has terminate,
We have to say "Goodbye"
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Here's some letter for you,
I don't know whether you will read it or not~
You know what?
When I think about this,
I think how far I am doing this to you~
All of the things that I had done to you, is the things that I wish I could do to my boyfriend~
I don't have any boyfriend, I haven't date with anyone in my real life yet,
My mom and my dad wasn't allowed me to have a couple,
And yeah,
I just had an ex, through a facebook life, and I put my real feeling there,
Don't feel weird when I can fall for you,
The one who I've known through facebook~
Here,
With a sincere heart,
I would like to ask for a forgiveness,
I did a mistakes that shouldn't been forgiven~
I'm so sorry,
For couldn't being able to be there, accompany you, take care of you,
I'm so sorry,
For couldn't being able to be there,
To hear all of your happy stories nor sad stories,
I'm so sorry,
For ever makes your heart feel so uneasy,
For makes your heart feel so hurt,
For makes your heart feel so guilty~
I'm so sorry,
Because I always makes you feel annoyed, feel irritated with all my attitude,
I'm really sorry, please do forgive me even I know it's hard~
You're a special someone in my heart now,
No one able to replaced you on this time,
But I should have known your heart too,
We don't have a same feeling, and I did know about it a long time ago~
But as what I said before, "It's hurt for me if I'm trying to forget you"
I feel like I cut myself, into a pieces, when I'm trying to force my mind and my heart to do not even once remembering you~
One day, you will met with a special someone,
I always pray for your happiness with that someone,
I always pray for your happiness with that someone,
Your happiness is my happiness too,
I want to make you happy, and I would like to see you happy~
This kind of fantasy love, couldn't being able to be true,
But no matter it is, I would like you to know my heart,
My heart that already fall for you~
Don't ask me why did my heart choose you to stay inside for more longer,
Because loving you is not my option, but it comes, unpredictable~
I don't want try to forget you either after this, even I got a short term memory,
'Cause you, is my unforgettable memories,
All of my friends beside me wasn't really believe me about your presence,
But what can I do??
All I know is you, my only hyung~! xD Just kidding~~ Teheeee~~ ^^''
With all of the "TEST" that you have been through now,
I hope you can be patience and keep be strong,
I'm always mention your name in every pray that I did,
May your pain can be heal,
May you got a happiness, and towards your family too~
I just hope you still allowed me to cares about you,
I know it's too much, we're not even in a special relationship,
But that's the only things that I could do,
As my last.....................................................................
You will gonna know it soon~ :')
Please be happy, please do be cheer like always,
I will keep hoping the best for you,
May you had a lovely day everyday~
Saranghaeyo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^*
