Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Tomorrow? It's just "another" day.......



Tomorrow is the day,
The day that I've been waiting for a long time already,
Even though it wasn't feel very special to everyone,
But for me, it's really meaningful,
'cause tomorrow is my birthday~

I'm pretty sure that nobody will remember it,
Nobody will ever gives me a birthday wishes,
and it's alright, and it's okay,
'Cause that's not the one that I wishes for~

I didn't ask too much,
I didn't put a high hopes,
But there's my only one wishes, 
Only that one person could fulfill my wish~

But I know,
It's impossible,
Since he start to make a distance between us,
He's not even approaching me anymore,
He seems happy without me,
He gain happiness without me,
and I'm really grateful,
Could seeing him smile,
Could seeing him happy~

I don't care if I had to waste my tears,
I don't care how hurt my heart was,
As long as there's a smile on his lips,
I could bear it,
I could hold this pain, alone~

Dear 김정재
I don't know whether you want to end our friendship or not,
Cause it seems "yes",
It is because I'm pretend to ignoring you,
And you're didn't want to approaching me?
I'm sorry,
That's the only things that I could do,
Since I'm not the only one who could gives you happiness,
I'm just one of your "fans"~
It's alright, I'll be fine,
B-but, there's only one wish that I wish you could fulfill it for me,
On my tomorrow's birthday,
Would you do that?
Saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to me?
Just that simple wishes~
:'(

I'm sorry,
I didn't mean to force you though,
 I can't help it,
B-but, I n-need y-you,
S-seriously~
I need you, 김정재 !!! :'(

I'm sorry, 
I shouldn't ask that kind of request,
I'm too stupid!!
I'm sorry, 김정재 ,
Don't mind me,
I'll be alright,
Cause tomorrow,
Just another day,
Nothing special~~




Monday, July 7, 2014

Trapped on LOVE~



One days, two days, three days,
I'm counting the days,
You're still disappearing,
Let this tears flows,
As I wish you near~

That bridge,
You stop my step to go through it,
With a deep sight,
I asked myself,
"What can I do anymore?"
I accept it sincerely~

Try to forget,
Refreshing my mind,
Forgetting all of the things,
That reminds me of you,
But it's hard, 'cause I'm still trapped,
Trapped on a cage called "LOVE"~

Will you hold my hands,
and never let me go?
Will you whisper, "I'm here for you"
and set me free?
Will you tore this mask of deception,
and put a sincere smile on me?

It remains still,
Destiny between me and you,
Not gonna be changed~

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Strange Sight


Looking through his eyes,
Our eyes has met,
I gaze softly,
and turns my views,
as I gasp for air, silently~

He had such a quiet eyes,
Layered with a thousand meaning,
There's something he couldn't express,
I hope it slowly been revealed~

Stymied in step,
Everytime those strange sight,
Stare at me~