Thank you 'brother'

I'm just another girl, with a simple style,

Covered-hair,

Together with floral pins on my hijab,

But you showing me no regrets,

Ever knowing me once in your life~

During my difficult time,

The most person I remember is you,

You're different from others,

You give me something, that would make me glad~

We're all grown up now,

Silly conversation, have only gotten us closer,

I'm grateful,

Has knew someone as nice as you~

For being my brother, 'THANK YOU',

'Cause of you, I feel no stress,

I hope you and I, always keep in touch,

Hoping our friendship will be last, forever~

"The right person will come someday."

You left once, you might leave again,

I took my breath away, deeply sighed,

I keep waiting and waiting,

Waiting for you to come near,

But, you repay back with nothing~

Loneliness, is a worst gift from you,

I got slapped by reality, for many times,

'Cause never be able to call you as mine,

I let myself getting hurt,

That I thought I deserved on it,

Nobody even cares,

Nobody even noticed,

Why am I such a fool?

"The right person will come someday."

I wonder if it was a truth,

My heart was torn apart,

I wonder if I got that chance,

To meet that someone,

Whom is able to repair my broken side back to usual~

Fall leaves, like a flow of my tears~

Drift away through an empty mind,

A smile on my face, turns frown,

I wonder where you are,

Are you doing well?

A non-stop question, keep flooding inside me~

I could see their happiness with their loved one,

But I am not,

I could see their smile for their loved one,

But I don't have any,

I could see their sincere love towards their loved one,

But my love was not been answered yet~

'Cause my heart start to breaks into pieces, day by day,

But you never care,

Fall leaves, like a flow of my tears, 

Showing you a value of my love, 

Only for you, only you~

It's hard, it's too hard,

Nobody understand, and nobody could,

"I'm sorry", that's the only words I recite everyday,

With a full of my guilty heart,

Lonely me~