"Oppa....."
A little words that I hope I called you like that, maybe one day~ :')
A biggest meaning, wonderful feeling~
Today is 12th September 2013~
It's been 8 months already I'm having a crush on you~
Time flies too fast, and I'm still really like you,
This time, I madly in love with you~
"K" is your family's surname,
while "A" is the first alphabet of your nickname,
I stole your picture from your facebook ( I'm really sorry ),
and put your picture as my mobile wallpaper~
Everytime I feel tired, sad, mad, and when suddenly I stare at your picture while holding my phone, I feel pleasant a little~
Thanks ne?
I'm reading my old poem that pointing at you,
I giggles, and blushed~
and saying deeply in my heart "Oh no, what I've done??"
>w<''
My feeling towards you was pure,
Even you know I had a lots of relationship before~
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore,
Seeing you always disappear, sometimes makes me feel so lonely~~
I makes a fake r/s, and yeahh, I'm drowning alone, when my fake partner said,
He loves me more than his friend~
I don't want to makes a same mistakes anymore,
I hurt him, when my heart says, "I love you not him."
I hurt him, when we're in relationship, he cares on me, showering me with his love, while my mind keep saying, "No, I don't love him. Enough. It's enough already. He's too kind for me. I'm not be the one for him."
"Oppa", even you will never realized this love,
Hope you will got your own happiness~
I'm sorry, I might keep disturbing you, keep stalking on you~
Only if one day, I'm hearing a news that you're getting married already,
On that day, I will might trying to forget my love towards you~
You and I, impossible to be together,
You and I, will remind as a best friend,
You and I, just like a 'real' family,
You and I.............. Just another one-sided love story~~
No matter what happen to both of us, I hope you will never leave me,
I will keep waiting for you, a months longer, 2, 3 months longer,
I'LL KEEP WAITING~~~~
Even it's not even worth, but at least I learnt on how to be loyal on someone~~
Wish someone could do that for me too, but I know it's just a dream~~
"Oppa", I.................... I..................................
Please let me, just let me love you, "oppa",
I didn't asked for you to replied back my love,
All I want is to seeing you're happy, being cheerful as always~~
My little confession might end at here, for today,
So I wanna let you know that I...................................
I...................... really like you, "Oppa"!
I really love you~!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Oppa" , saranghae~!! :')
= Mulgogi Yuyie Hanna =
